SWEET THING

2011-09-22T13:53:00.004+08:00

What day is it today?! Say it again please?! Yes it's Thursday!

Hahaha you people must be wondering ya it's Thursday so what's the big deal? It is a BIG DEAL to me. The boy is finally booking out tomorrow! Geeeeez, didn't you know?! After 2 weeks of confinement he's booking out tomorrow! Yeaaaay! Only God knows how much I've missed him.

But then again, apart from the excitement another thing just had to befall on me or in this case my family. I wouldn't want to say much over here because some things are better left unsaid. It's too personal. Of course we are badly affected upon hearing the news. I am just terribly upset over what's happening. Well, life is unfair. It can be hard on you then easy then it can be hard on you again. Truly, I hope he'll change for the better for the family's sake. Amin.

So what have I been up to lately, you may ask? Nothing much, except for work now that it's the holidays still. Speaking of work, I just had to skip today's shift. Reason being, there's too much for me to take all that news(refer to above paragraph) that I just wanna be at home with my mother to keep her company and of course taking care of my sissy's kids as well. I'm holding 2 jobs right now which is Universal Studios dealing with Operations of Rides and believe it or not I got back to Cotton On like 2 months ago. No longer with clothes but Rubi Shoes! Hah! I just got transfered to Citylink recently and a few unpleasant occasions had already happened to me. Sometimes I wonder, I've got no one else to blame except for myself. The things that you avoid will always come back haunting you at the end of the day. I just need to be extra careful the next time. I can't afford to encounter such problems in the future again when it's dealing with money issue.

You may ask which job is better? USS or CO? Well, without a doubt I might say I love both of my jobs. It both carries the same amount of the pros and cons. This post can never be done if I were to list all of them. Colleagues wise? I had much prefer USS, warm loving and comical ones whom never fail to make my day at work an enjoyable one. Of course there is still a handful whom I don't favour. What's new?

The mother is cooking and it sure smells damn good over here! Teehee till my next entry people! Here's a video for y'all!

Much love.

2011-09-20T00:27:00.006+08:00

I was reading my timeline on Twitter and I saw this, thought I could share it with y'all over here.

"Stop caring what people think. Stop taking caution in your actions, listen to what you want, do what you want, this is your life. Live it."

It speaks one of my many weaknesses in me. I tend to care so much about what others might think of me so much so that it can bring me down totally. Sometimes I hate myself for this. I can never speak up for myself and will always put others first. That's me, for you.

2011-07-24T01:43:00.000+08:00

The easiest way to not get hurt is to not care. But that’s the hardest thing to do.

2011-07-16T00:42:00.001+08:00

5 YEARS ANNIVERSARY

With you around, nothing else really matters.

xoxo

2011-04-16T01:44:00.000+08:00

"No distance can keep us apart, as long as you're in my heart"

Our 57th Monthsary!

I love you baby.

2011-04-11T01:31:00.002+08:00

All those harsh words, pierced right through my heart.

And it really hurts.

:'(

You seriously don't give a damn about me anymore.

Oh boy is this how you treat me when I've given you so much all this while?

Why do I always land myself in this kind of situation.

WHY?!

Can somebody explain to me?

2011-03-21T01:59:00.004+08:00

Last Friday was the highlight for the week. Meeting the girlies after the longest time! And also it's the last day of school. ^-^ I was literally dragging my feet that very morning just because it's bloody ECONS lesson and skipping class was all I had in mind. But I managed to attend the class and was 1/2 an hour late! What's new? Heh! Glad I came to school! ;) I'm relived after settling the second installment for the whole course fees and now it's time to concentrate and do well for all my modules. For once, I wanna make my mum proud.

So that aside, meeting the girlies was another thing that I have been looking forward to. I know everyone's busy mending their personal life and I agree at times we tend to overlook one another but that doesn't mean we completely forgotten about them. So ya we finally made plans way earlier to meet that Friday. Chilling the night away at Nabins. I was amazed by the surroundings. Needless to say, the ambience was perfect! Definitely gonna go back there again, maybe with boyf this time! Though I think that the menu was a bit too pricey than the rest of the cafe that I've went to. But once in awhile, I wouldn't mind paying more. Plus, the food that we ordered was way too good! Really! We girlies finished up everything in less than 10 minutes I swear! Hahaha maybe all of us were hungry eh? Monopoly deal and cam-whoring session keep us occupied that night afterwhich we went separate ways at about 11pm. I wished we could stay in a bit longer and have the night all to ourselves. But I know there's always another day, right girls? I smell birthdays celebrations coming up next..heh heh I'm just gonna bombard you peepos with some pixies now. Till then lovelies!

this is like a seafood platter, can't remember the name thou

potato boat

With much love.

2011-03-13T15:53:00.007+08:00

Things have seen fallen out of place as days went by, I know it's time to say goodbye. But no I didn't and I stayed by. We nearly fell apart, I swear I was terrified. I woke up with tears and I leave everything behind. I went by your place in hoping that I could change your mind. Awkward silence for a moment or two. As I was numbed to think of what I should do. Tears welled up again for I am too weak to take up this huge blow all by myself. I know we can make it through for I have faith in you ad most importantly in us. You take me in the hand, hold it tight and asked me to look into your eyes and you say "Let's start anew"

2011-03-12T00:40:00.000+08:00

I see your true colours shining through...

2011-03-08T01:21:00.003+08:00

The more I wanna go on a diet and the more I said I can't eat this and I can't eat that the more I want to eat and the more I will feel hungry. Hahaha. I don't see any difference I will still eat like nobody's business. How like that, you tell me?! There's nobody in the house who's willing to accompany me for a jog. Aiyeeeeeee just gonna keep telling myself to have SELF-CONTROL & SELF-DISCIPLINE! But I am happy with the way I am right now just feeling a teeny weeny bit insecure. Well girls, what can I say? We all wanna be PERFECT right? If you want it, you gotta work it out yourself! True? But it's always easier said than done!

2011-02-24T23:09:00.005+08:00

Pretty little things

2011-02-17T19:16:00.002+08:00

FUCK MY LIFE!

2011-02-16T16:38:00.004+08:00

A very happiest 55th Monthsary to US!

Yaaaaay! Look at how far we've come along!

Just a few more months to go ^-^, let's make this happen together baby!

Love you my dearest boy!

2011-02-14T23:46:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentines!

xoxo.

2011-02-12T22:42:00.002+08:00

Absolute Gorgeous!

They have always been my idol since I were in my primary school days.

2011-02-10T01:16:00.009+08:00

I caught Black Swan last Saturday with the boy over at Cathay Cineleisure. To save all the trouble and time of getting in the queue line, I asked bby to book the tickets the night before. We have always been booking our tickets online. I find it really convenient to do so and of course we get to carefully choose the best seats for the comfort of the both us, teeehee. ^-^

So, how's Black Swan you may ask? To tell you the truth, I was totally clueless. Infact, both of us were pretty confused of what's happening throughout the movie till it came to an end. Hahaha. Although I did not fully understand, I still think that this movie is pretty damn good! Very thrilling I must say! For a second I thought it was a horror movie while the boy described it as pornographic. Funny how he thinks that way!

All in all, a big thumbs up to Natalie Portman for nailing her character damn well. & I'm sooo gonna catch another movie of hers together with Ashton Kutcher in No Strings Attached!

Rating: 3.5/5 Nachos&Cheese

2011-01-29T00:51:00.004+08:00

Things have been really sucky for the past few days. I'm always in a melachonly state. That kind of explain the previous 2 entires that I posted. I wasn't feeling very good about everything. You know shit happens all the time. Well what can I say? It's part and parcel in every relationship. But I'm glad enough to say that everything's good now, managed to talk things out and ya learn to forgive and of course compromise. So baby, no matter what I am still gonna love you as much. Xoxo.

The first time I saw you, I knew it was true,

I'd love you forever and that's what I'll do

2011-01-24T23:14:00.001+08:00

"One day you're going to wake up and realize what you missed.

And it's going to be too late."

2011-01-24T01:11:00.002+08:00

What is so wrong with me?! I hate myself for loving you too much because at the end of the day I will still get hurt, not you but me. Why is it so hard for me to accept all the little things which I myself did? Why? Why? Why?!!! I am so mad furious with myself. I was so wrong and silly to think that I'm your only one and that your eyes are only meant for me and no one else. Maybe things have changed ok no things WILL change over the time and as you know I hate changes. I am a boring person. But once I've seen the changes in you, I'll get terribly upset and dissapointed with myself. Because after all the things that I've done, it may seemed not enough for you. So what the hell am I doing all this while?

2011-01-19T00:48:00.004+08:00

Hello my pretty earthlings!

Miss me? Haha I know you do, please don't be shy and say YES! Hahaha ok shameless me! Just wanna do a quick update before I hit the sack! It's been so long since I've last blogged, kinda miss it. Life's been err pretty normal the same ol'thing I supposed to. I know this may seem a tad late but heck I'm just gonna say it anw! Happiest 2011 to everyone out there! ;D 2010 was mixed of both good and bad. Right now, I can't recall what exactly took place in 2010 besides joining PSB Academy, quit CO and joined USS! & Oh not to forget, the boyfriend got his license! Yayy! When's my turn?! Haha so that's bascially were the highlights of 2010 for me. & I wish that 2011 would be a better year. Speaking of which, I am turning 21 this year! Omgoooosh I feel so damn old! Unbelievable but true! ^-^ If God's will, I would like to throw a party for my 21st this year, sure it'll be damn fun eh? Thinking of it right now makes me so sexcited already! Before I forget, I actually celebrates 2011 with my new set of teeth minus the missing tooth though which I will be doing an implant prolly March! Yes a new set of teeth, meaning I am BRACES-FREE! How excited and happy can I get?! I was on braces for like what, 4 years?! Crazy, I know! Kinda happy right now but still I don't have the confident to smile with my mouth wide open, teehee like shy like that! So babies, till here then will blog soon when I got the time!

Goodnight, xoxo.

2011-01-12T00:12:00.001+08:00

Hello, Hello!

heehee

2010-11-27T11:50:00.001+08:00

Photobooth with the boyf, Hohoho.

2010-11-20T17:29:00.002+08:00

Heloooooooooooo peeeeeeeeeeepoooosss! I know I know, it's been dinosaur years right! Life's good! The same ol'thing! Not to mention, I am still alive and kickin' hard! Felt so bad for neglecting this space of mine, will do a MAJOR update sometime soon! Till here, much love! Xoxo.

2010-08-29T11:16:00.004+08:00

Iftar with the girlies last Wednesday was a good one! Only me, Diana, Ida and Nool was there. Baby zozzy and Arfah had to work. So yup it's only the 4 of us that day. Break fast at Beach Road which spells TULANGS! Yaay! Hahaha. Yes what's the point of coming Beach Road w/o having tulangs right? See that? YUMMYLICIOUS.

And believe it or not, that was our side dish (diana&me). Call us a glutton, we don't care. :D We were quite early and the 3 of us were practically stoning to kill time. Haha, I on the other hand was feeling kinda sleepy. At 6pm we ordered our food. Nool reached minutes before it's time to break fast. And as usual, I had to order 2 drinks for myself. I swear I can barely walk after that because I was reaaallly full to the max! Haha! Tulah makan tak ingat dunia! :P

Afterwhich, we were thinking of places to just chill the night away. It was sheesha again for that night! Weeehooo! There wasn't any crowd at all which was a good thing and we decided to try out a new place for a change. It has been Al-Tazzaq for quite sometime already so ya we went to the cafe beside it which I have been dying to try. So there we go, Reis Turkish Cafe.

Oh my, the service was excellent! We ended up ordering a set meal that consist of 1 sheesha, 3 can drinks, 1 fries that comes in 3 flavours which is cheese fries, spicy fries and black pepper fries plus 6 pcs of chicken wings that was cut into half. It was definitely worth the money! The man recommended us cheese fries and it tasted as good! Yummo! With superb service, great food, nice ambience with the best company that night what more can I asked for? Lovely! So NO MORE Al-Tazzaq, it shall be Reis Turkish Cafe from now on, at the moment. ;)

Speaking of which, the boy and I ended up there last Friday. It was an impromptu plan cause we wanted to have satay over at East Coast Lagoon initially but the boy got lost that we ended up at Bugis instead. So sheeesha it was! Hoho. We had their spicy fries but it doesn't taste that good. Cheese fries is ze best! It was a Friday so there was a huge crowd all over at Haji Lane. I was a lil' bit cranky at first but got over it soon after. Anyways! Excellent service again I must say even boyf was amazed. Hahaha! They keep coming over to check if everythings okay and they will automatically change the charcoal for us w/o us calling them. Damn good huh? I am definitely going back there!

2 weeks to Raya! It came too soon I guess? The condition of my house is still the same as before I couldn't find time to clean up, tsk! Another reason was I am plain lazy. Haha. There's a lot more to do. Hopefully I can finish up 2 days before so we' ll see how eh. Besides, I am starting school soon too! Hope everything goes well.

2010-08-21T13:07:00.005+08:00

TGIF! It was definitely a good one yesterday. I reached the boy's place slightly later cause I went out late, as usual I couldn't decide what to wear so I took so much time on that. I don't know why I felt so different at his place yesterday. I don't wanna think too much and be myself all the while. His lil' sissy was effing cute I tell you! She loves my bangles saying it was pretty. Hahaha cutenesss! I can't stop pinching her puffy cheeks. Only at the age of 2, she pretty much knows how to communicate more like an adult. By 8pm, we already left his house.

This comes the exciting part! Baby got to use the car ytd and we went roaming around. Firstly,we sent his brother&gf to Bugis. The boy and I then went to Al-Tazzaq for sheeesha. We didn't plan this but we can't decide where to head to. It was really funny that we only stayed for one hour or so and didn't even asked for more charcoal. And decided to go Bazaar Geylang after that. Damn the sheesha was definitely a waste! Hahaha we are fickle so we didn't really plan of where to go for that night. Joo Chiat carpark was pretty full but thank goodness we found a slot. We had DengDeng, Ramly Burger, Ayam Percik and 2 drinks. Afterwhich, headed back to my place. I asked the boy to park at the handicap slot and we ate inside the car and I got home around midnight. Boyf's driving skills are damn gooood! Tsk, I envy him. Can't wait for another outing with him. This time we have to plan! I wanna go Dempsey Hill and Henderson Waves please! Hehe

Sadly, I decided to give F1 a miss this year. :( Don't wanna brood over this anymore. I am still waiting for the letter from PSB, hopefully I'll get a place in there. I don't want to waste any more time that's left. It's about time I do something that will be of a use to my future.

2010-08-19T12:46:00.001+08:00

"It’s easier being happy if u can look beyond imperfections than seeking happiness by trying too hard to make everything perfect."

-TheLoveStories

2010-08-19T09:45:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's outing with colleagues once again spells AWESOME. The day started with me going down to CDC to meet my boy. He was having his TP and guess what he friggin' passed! YAY! I can never be more happier than him. Yes like finally after the 3rd attempt, he did it! Wooohooo feeling all the excitement already! Hehe. The boy, of course was smiling from ear to ear all the while. Now we can no longer worry about having to rush for the last train or bus and even can go on a midnight movie without worrying about the transportation. :D

Anyways, the both of us then met my colleagues at town. Iftar at Puncak and as usual I couldn't finished up my Kway Teow Goreng. It's been dinosaur years since I stepped into Far East. Oh before meeting the colleagues I actually popped by CO Wisma to look for Zan. Damn I miss working with her. :( We talked for quite a bit before I make my way to meet the rest. After breaking our fast, all of us made our way to Bazaar Geylang. I feel that this year wasn't as happening as previous years. There wasn't any crowds to start off with, what's more the atmosphere of celebrating Ramadhan. I didn't get to feel it at all yesterday. :/ But I was more of interested at the food. Hehe. I think I'm the only one who spent so much cause like Ikhlas said I've got a lot of checkpoints to stop to. Idiot! I only stopped 3 times to buy food ok! First was my blueberry $1 drink then chilli dendeng to chilli vadai and lastly putu piring. Ok not 3 but 4! Hahaha. End up I couldn't finish all of them. We sat down at Haig Road to chill and talk crap till 10 before heading for home. It was definitely a good Iftar session I had with them. I'm glad that boyf can blend in well with them too due to the fact that he's shy and quiet, just like me. Hoho

Mother and I didn't hear the alarm at my phone thus both of us overslept and did not have our pre-dawn meal. :( Mum only realized at 6.30 AM which is too late already. Maybe I shouldn't have slept afterall. I only went to bed at 3.30 AM hence I was to tired to even hear the alarm at 5 AM. Tsk tsk! 2nd brother then woke me up from my sleep asking me to meet him downstairs to pass him his letter just now at 8. & now I am bloody awake when I can actually have my sleep back before going to work later. Dreads! I nearly forgot I have work later at 3. Bummer! Finally, I'm done with the application of mother's passport on-line. She's been bugging me since last week, geee! Didn't know it was an easy peasy process altogether. Within 5 minutes I'm done with it, provided you have all the information and things that they need.

Checked my email and finally there's one from SGP regarding my participation with F1 this year. Guess what?! I got the same position as last year. Grandstand Access Official! Wooohooo! I bet Arfah and Zozzy got the same as well. I am definitely going if the both of them are. SGP very efficient, like as if email wasn't enough, they even sms-ed the details to us. Haha! So there'll be briefing and signing of contract this Saturday at ITE Bishan. ;) Okie dokie, I'm gonna upload the rest of the pixies over at my Multiply then maybe have a power nap. Till then babies, see you!

2010-08-15T11:49:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone! It's already the 5th day of fasting and with work in between, I thanked God that I managed to overcome it even though there may be times when I feel like just giving up. Whatnot, standing for a mere 2 hours are like forever to me. I asked for lesser closing shifts and work either in the morning or lapping so that I could still go back home to break fast with my mother. I don't plan to quit CO at the moment cause I've decided to go back to school. So I shall keep my nearly 2 years CO job for as long as I can. Haha. Kinda wasted if I were to quit now cause I think as much as I hate the management, I think I've grown so much after working at CO and I feel attached to it somehow. That includes the circle of friends that I've made. They are one crazy bunch of people that never fails to brighten up my day at work. I have been hopping from one store to another throughout this 2 years. From Suntec to Hougang to Parkway then lastly as of the current one, Northpoint. I intend to stay here for good, hopefully.

As for school, I've decided to enrol myself over at PSB Academy. I've already discussed with mum about the sum of course fees and everything and I'm glad she supports me though I was quite reluctant to ask as I'm afraid she would object this decision of mine. Afterall, it's not about the money but my future instead. Even with a diploma cert it's still not enough in S'pore here. Everyone is competing with each other for every single thing. But heck, I'm just gonna do the best for myself and especially for my mother. So tomorrow, I'm going down to Tiong Bahru to send in my application form. Hopefully the boy can accompany me. Till then, toodles!

Don't get stuck in the future or the past, Life is all about the journey...

2010-08-09T01:28:00.003+08:00

NE Show 3.

The boy got 2 tickets, all thanks to his lil' brother who took part in NDP as part of the choir team. This was sometime last month. I know it's already way back and outdated but hey it's National Day today so before you people actually watched the live parade on teevee/padang later on in the evening, why not take a sneak peek on what's going to happen. Heh!

*fake Mr President. haha

Those were some of the pictures taken. There were more actually but I kinda lazy to edit and resize every single one of them, like always I'm such a lazy bum like that. Boyf and I were really excited on that day that we reached quite early. As a result, we waited for like 2 hours before the show finally begin. The weather didn't do any justice to us either plus the seats are so cramped up like sardines. But at least I am grateful for I had watched this for free. Watching all those P5 students that came reminds me of my time back then. I was so young only 11 years old? This yr's gonna be the big 20! Omgg I feel so old all of a sudden. Haha. Moving on, I simply forgot to take a pic of this year's goodie bag. All my years, I've never seen sucha beautiful goodie bag. The one that I got during P5 was fugly! This year was by far the best! A tote bag to precise with 5 different designs printed on it. I didn't bring home the goodie bag but gave it to baby's lil' sister instead. I took only the tattoo and lovely heart-shape pin that I put it on my camera pouch. Heehee. Anyways, simply enjoyed myself pretty much that day. Awesome atmosphere, beautiful performances, amazing fireworks at night accompanied by my loverboy, what more can I ask for. Plus, I get to catch a glimpse of Taufik Batisah! Ahhhhhhh, love! I even took a pic of him from the big screen while the boy just gave me that one look. Jealous right?! Hahaha!

Call me pscyho? I don't care. He was actually leading the National Anthem when I snapped this. Damn rude eh me, never pay attention to singing the national anthem with the rest of the spectators.Oooppss, haha!

With that I end this little post by wishing S'pore a very

Happy 45th Birthday!

2010-08-08T03:58:00.006+08:00

This was at Merdandy Cafe&Bar with the colleagues sometime last week. It was a last-minute get-together planned by me and Ikhlas. Decided to just ask the OT's. However, Caesar was the only new-part-timer who came with us that day. Boyf tagged along as well. The pricing was mad expensive compared to other cafes I've gone to. 20 bucks for sheesha alone is ridiculous. Never ever gonna step into that place again. Nevertheless, it was a good chilling session with them though. ;)

Like finally I get to meet my girlies last Tuesday. I was really happy to see all of them cos I've been missing them too much. No matter how busy we are, we always managed to find time to meet up. And so we had sheesha (my suggestion, hohoho) over at our usual, Al-Tazzaq. Didn't expect to have crowds on a Tuesday but it sure did. We had a ball of our time playing Truth or Dare. As usual, so much laughter going on and I've got many silly and funny vids to put up here but me being an IT noob, I'm not sure how to. :( Help please! Hahaha. Anyway, it was nice catching up with all of you. Though it was a short one but I bet everyone had their share of joy. Let's meet up again girls, we'll have Iftar together ok? Geeeeee.

*don't mind the flabby and fat arms,pfffftt

Friday's date with the boy was damn gooood. We met up in the evening and went straight for sheesha for a good 3 hours! Afterwhich, we hopped over to Plaza Sing for our movie at 11.30pm. Street Dance was reallly awesomeeee! Lovin' all their moves. It makes me wanna dance too, haha. The movie ended around 1.10am and by then I was kinda sleepy already. So we shared a cuppa of Hot Chocolate over at Starbucks before walking over to Cineleisure for our next movie Salt which is at 3.45am. This is our first time having a movie marathon at an ungodly hours. Haha but we had fun though. Right baby? Frankly speaking, I don't understand Salt at all. Zero,Zilch,nothing. Reason being, we were in our lala land instead. Kinda wasted actually but heck la. Furthemore, I don't find it interesting. Hahaha. Right after the movie, the boy and I had our breakfast over at Heeren Macdee. Baby was looking like a zombie already but he still managed to finish up his food. Pity him though, he must be really exhausted. He didn't went home after his grad ceremony and played soccer for a bit before meeting me that evening. Around 6, we made our way home. I had a quick and refreshing bath as soon as I got home and fell into a deep sleep soon after that. We fairly had our good time last night I must say and with that I'm falling in love with you all over again. I know, things aren't going well for the past few days but I'm quite relieved after talking to you. But like always, you will find 1001 excuses to get away each time I 'confronted' you. Boys will always be boys. I hereby rest my case on you. Hahaha. But I'm glad we managed to clear things up at the end of the day. :)

So that was it. 3 weeks of Sheesha. Hahaha. If my mum were ever to find out about this, I'll be dead for sure I tell you. So to whoever reads this, shhhhhhh k? Hehe. Timecheck: 6.34 AM. I can't believe I'm still up at this hour. Hohoho. Gonna surf the net for a bit and I'm off to sleep.

Till then babies, love y'all!

2010-08-06T14:51:00.003+08:00

"Loving you is what I've learned so easily. Trying to forget you is the last thing I could possibly learn, because I'm deeply in love with you."

I gotta a feeling that tonight's gonna be a good, good night!

2010-08-04T22:47:00.002+08:00

We are like strangers now. Can you see it for yourself? Every night I think of you, us. I don't know what to say to you. Things are really getting difficult and how complicated it may be, only I know. Do you see the changes baby? I really hope you do and please talk to me about the situation that we have landed ourselves in. Only God knows how I am feeling now. and also only he knows how much I miss you. Its really killing me to see us like this.

2010-07-31T02:38:00.003+08:00

You know what? I have been typing and pressing the delete button at the same time over and over again. Wait, where do I start? How do I express my feelings here? How do I put it into words? How am I going to tell you what's there deep inside me without hurting your feelings? Are you happy with me? Nowadays your mind seems to be elsewhere. I can just somehow feel it. A Woman's instinct, you call it. How should I express this unpleasant feelings that have been keeping inside me to you? Will you be able to listen and accept it and explain to me? Or will you blame me instead? I dare to say this that I love you even more than my own pride. You have always been my first priority. I care no one else but only you. I have never loved a person as much as I love you. Every single thing has your name on it. You have become a part of me and I know I cannot live w/o you. But why do I always feel that you are feeling the otherwise for me? Get me? I feel insecure because it's hard to read your mind nowadays and when you are there with me, I don't get to feel it at all. I really hate myself for always be the one that have to go through all this, getting hurt all over again when you did nothing out of it. Maybe because I am a girl. Girls are the only ones who have feelings and knows how to treasure everything that they have.

Tell me I am thinking too much again, please?

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2010-07-21T23:32:00.004+08:00

No matter what happens, I will stand by you.

Cause I know,

we'll be there for each other at the end of the day.

So yes we turned our 4th last Friday, 16th July. We had a splendid celebration just the 2 of us alone without any disturbance from anyone. I'm glad I found you 4 years ago, hehe! Truly, I enjoyed and cherished every single moments that we shared all this years be it the good and the bad ones altogether. The feelings I had for you are beyond words.

Happy 4th Anniversary Babylove!

xoxo.

2010-07-06T01:28:00.002+08:00

"There's always be that special person, no matter what happens, you'll always love them & nothing could ever change that!"

xoxo.

2010-06-13T23:42:00.002+08:00

I don't know what I wanna do in the future. As in my career wise and everything that has got to do with the future ahead of me. Like now when people asked, 'so what are you doing now?' Errr don't know? Working part-time at Cotton On? And they'll give me one look and start asking me questions like ermmm don't want to study again? Alah seriously I don't know ok. Of course I had many plans in mind but just couldn't decide on the right one. Just last week, I had an interview with TTSH. It was okay but I was actually very nervous and I wasn't quite prepared. I can't think straight and shoot whatever that I think is right. Haha. So yes still waiting till now. I don't know if this is the right one. I'm fickle, you see. I always asked opinions from the boyfriend but ended up I still couldn't decide. I've been in deep thoughts lately of what I wanna be...so let's just wait and see.

2010-06-06T20:41:00.000+08:00

"But inside of me there are words waiting to come out. And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart. And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you. But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside. Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know."

2010-05-30T14:58:00.005+08:00

Hello world!

It's been sometime since I posted up a decent entry here. Now it's all dusty back. I've suddenly lost the vibe to blog about my everyday life anymore. I don't know when it started but it somehow did. But just so you know, I am still alive and kickin'! Currently, work has taken it's toll on me due to the GSS. Many cheap loots up for grab over at CO! Though I agree some are not worth buying, ha-ha! But still do come down ok. ;) Feels that my life is dull and plain right now. There's no excitement for me to look forward to like it used to be. What's happening? I don't know, You tell me.

Till then babies, have a spanking new week ahead y'all!

"If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't like you. If I hadn't liked you, I wouldn't love you. If I wouldn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do and I will."

2010-05-23T00:51:00.001+08:00

"You don't realize how much you care about someone until they don't care about you."

2010-05-16T20:13:00.002+08:00

Our 46th monthsary was a good one today! Happy moments like this makes me so goddamn happy. I bet you noticed too cause I've been laughing like mad in the train just now all because of our silly antics and most of time its yours that I'll be laughing at! Haha! It's really funny to see how crazy we can get at times without even care about the people around us. Though it was another simple yet exciting day for us, I hope we can continue to be like this always and forever. Can't wait for our big 4!

xoxo.

2010-05-12T12:46:00.002+08:00

I've been trying to give my best. I've been trying to give you my best. I've been trying and trying. But do you see it?

2010-05-08T21:41:00.004+08:00

Those words said to me feels like a knife piercing through my heart. I've never expect this coming from you. But like I've said way before, my instincts are always right. I'm not sure if you girls out there have that kind of sudden feeling like you know there's something wrong somewhere but can't figure it out. But one thing for sure there's something wrong. This feeling has been with me for a very long time. My instincts are true all along. Truth hurts, yes indeed. It hurts deeply. Enough said, let nature take its course. It's not easy for me but I know I won't up give up easily.

2010-05-02T20:07:00.002+08:00

An incredible movie I must say! Enjoyed the fighting scenes a lot and pretty much got me and boyf excited throughout. Donnie Yen is an amazing actor! Not to be missed, a must watch! Worth every of your single cents, I swear.

5/5 :)

2010-04-28T14:38:00.004+08:00

The way to perfect imperfection is to change.

2010-04-21T00:44:00.001+08:00

Well the truth is I always know what I want but I'm not sure of it....

2010-04-16T23:41:00.004+08:00

We turned 45th Monthsary today! ♥

Just 3 more months to go! Go figure. It got me so excited thinking of it. Hehe. I guess I gotta start planning already. Oh gotta save up as well! Anyways, the boy was having his exam at Eunos so I decided to fetch him. Thanked God I reached earlier than him if not he'll nagged at me for always being late. Heh. And this boy actually got a new haircut and he didn't even tell me! Tsk! So we took the train down to Bugis to have our lunch at Tong Seng and pretty much walked around after that. We got so bored and decided to go over Iluma to catch a movie. The timing for other movies was cockup so we settled for

KICKASS! Baby and I was surprised to know that it was rated M18. KICKASS was totally KICKASS! Haha! Indeed it was. 4/5 POPCORNS!

I was feeling a little hungry after the movie and I thought of having nuggets at MCD but we dined in at Swesens instead. Both of us shared Pepperoni&Cheese pizza and Chocolate Cookies and Cream Mudpie for dessert. You all should try the Mudpie! Sinfully sweet! ;)

As usual, I will be the one who had to finish up everything in the end but I didn't managed to la cause I was too full already. I definitely enjoyed my day with the boy. I'm so content to know that we've gone through this far and I will not let go of this, never. Ily to bits baby! geeehehe :)

Moving on. Last two days, which was on the 14th of April I finally met my girls after sooo long! The initial plan was to give Nuala baby a belated birthday surprise at her place but the girl thought we gonna celebrate our 2 yrs of friendship which was also part of the whole outing. :)

I wasn't able to be part of the surprise thingy cause I had to accompany my dearest cousin Lina for her job interview over at Somerset. We were quite surprised as there wasn't much people coming for the interview. So the cousin went to fill up the application form and minutes later she was being interviewed. The whole interview only took her prolly 10 minutes and I suggested to have our lunch at LJS cause I simply cannot tahan anymore. Been craving for the crunchy shrimps for so long! Both of us had the new meal along with my crunchy shrimps. The feeling was damn shiok la please! I went 'hmmmm..ahhhh' while munching on my shrimps. Hahaha! There was still much time while waiting for my girls to reach town, so Lina and I went roaming to Taka then 313 then to Cineleisure then to iON where I met my bbygirls at last! I was so friggin' happy to see them! The cousin left for home after that.

Me and my girls went around looking for Swesens at iON and we pretty much had a hard time looking for it. The place was kinda secluded and I bet people will notice it. I was already full but I still ordered Arabiatta Penne which tasted just as spicy as I wanted it to be. Love it! We then asked Nuala baby to open her pressie that we all got for her. Oh boy. She was thrilled to bits I must say and all of us got so emotional at some parts. Thanked God she loves it! Hehe. After our hefty meal, we headed to FEP where shopping spree begins for some of us! What a good buy we had! :D

Diana suggested to pose like someone..

We get inspiration to pose from

..........

The Olsen's yo! Hahaha!

Chilling at iON Coffeebean before calling it a day! It was so good to see my girls and spending time with them. I miss those days in ITE. Hopefully this friendship of ours will last! They are the best I've ever had. :)

2010-04-11T16:32:00.005+08:00

BEFORE & AFTER PICTURES

So there you go, pictures of me before and after the surgery. Can you see the difference? Pay special attention to my lower lips. There's a huge difference for that particular one. But I think my lips now still look thick and fat. And my face are more round now. Comments anyone?

Movie date with the boy last Friday. Boyfriend and I enjoyed Date Night so much that we were practically laughing all the time. It was damn hilarious, I tell you. You people should watch this. I would rate it 5/5 Nachos! ",)

Anyways! I am still thinking what's the future gonna be like for me. The boy is starting school next week and I'm left with nothing but maybe working at CO for the moment. It feels so weird that I am no longer a student. :/ And I'm waiting patiently for SEED to call me. Put that aside, my house was packed yesterday. I still received visitors even after I've recovered. I am shy and of course feels so blessed to have such a caring family and relatives around me. :) Not forgetting my bbygirls! Missing them so much already. Hope to see you girls soon!

Till here, Much love.

2010-04-06T20:07:00.006+08:00

Hello all! I've got thousand things to pen down but I don't know where to start. Hmmm....

What have I been up to lately? Well, let's see. My op was a success, thanked God for that. I was in the hospital for only 3 days, amazingly. Haha! Even my doctors were surprised looking at how fast I've recovered. The first week was a torture you never wanna know. I had to depend on the syringe to take my medicines and water. Only fluid, nothing else! I think I shed some kilos, not many but at least a few I guess? My face was pretty much swollen and I couldn't talk that much. What's more worst, I couldn't brush my teeth! So I can only depend on the mouthwash. Tsk! Was on medication for 5 days and I seriously hate medicines! The taste, omg please I can puke! But I did finished all of them. I didn't know I could go through all that. Of course with the support and love given by my families, relatives, babygs and not to forget my one and only bf. ;) I'm just glad the op went well. And now, I'm in the midst of recovering. I'm happy that the swelling has subside a little.

My results for my final semester sucks so much so that I couldn't get myself into Poly. How depressing. I tried to appeal but only SP and RP bothered to reply my email which obviously they rejected me. Thanks to the boyf for the content of my letter, you know I am suck at English. And so I came up with a Plan B. To pursue my interest that is taking up Certificate in Early Childhood. I've got only 3 credits in my Olevel so I wasn't eligible to take up a diploma. I was searching high and low for the best private instituition and finally found a good one which is SEED Institue. It's under NTUC group and the course fees are much more affordable than others. So as I was running through the application, I was devastated when I saw the application dateline was 31 March. Damn it. I went to call and enquire about the application. They told me that the class for this year's intake was already full but I can still apply and they'll put me on the waiting list. So I downloaded the application form online and went down to the place the next day together with the boy. Sadly, there's only 1 intake each year. Now I have to wait till end of this month for their call. :/ I am really hoping I could get in. I don't wanna wait another year for this.

I am really really really craving for this...

It's been like what 3 weeks since I had Fastfood. :(

2010-03-22T11:59:00.001+08:00

I've been spending some quality time with the boy. An impromtu plan to catch a movie on Saturday. Cop Out, that is! A good choice made though. Was friggin' hilarious that couldn't stop me from laughing. Haha. And today since he had an off from work, I went over to his place cause it's been eons since I last went there. I wanted to see his little sister so much but how sad she cried at the sight of me. :/ Maybe she's not used to seeing me around. Whatnot, we only see each other like once in 3 months or maybe longer. Gagaga, but she was ok soon after baby and I brought her to the shop and I even got her bubbles to play with. :) His mum served me with yummy Chicken Rice that got me so full, Terima Kasih Cik for always being a good host! ",) I managed to catch the last episode of Priceless Wonder and all thanks to baby for saving it. Got stucked at his place for quite sometime cause it was raining cats and dogs but we managed to leave around 4.45pm to CCK. Roamed aimlessly around Lot 1 and finally dined in at Delifrance where we both shared Bangers & Mash. Thier set meals are worth your $$$. We chatted for quite a bit about family and stuff. I felt so good after having a long and good chat with him. Thank you for everything darling! Will see you tomorrow after you knocked off from work! I guess this will be my last entry for the month cause I'll be warded tmr for my surgery, remember? Geee, so stay tuned for my next post. Hopefully, I'll get to show you my "Before" and "After" pictures. ",)

Till then, See you!
with much ♥

2010-03-18T23:53:00.003+08:00

A very warm greeting to my fellow earthlings! :) Like finally I decided to update this blog of mine before it collect dust again. I know it's been dinosaur years since I've update you people on my daily life(like as if people read,haha!). Pardon me, teehee. Now that I am free from exams and most importantly school! Yes you heard me right. I'm over and done with my 2 years of education over at ITE Bishan and now awaiting for my results. I didn't hit off really well for both of my final papers but I'm just hoping for the best right now and hopefully I'll land myself into a good Polytechnic with my desired course. I'm so worried about my future but I've got some back-up plans lining up. Let's wait till 1st April k and see what's instore for me. Anyhoos, above are some of the many many pixies I have been wanting to upload. From recent to long overdue ones. Like my cousin wedding last Saturday to Nurul's brother wedding the following day to outing with the babies right after our last paper to Sheesha outing with cousins to studydate cum shopping spree with the boy and last but not least Underground Party that was held at my school.

Just so you know, I am going off next week not for a holiday but to have a major surgery done to my lower jaw. I've been looking forward to this day eversince I put on my braces which was in 2007 when I was in my Sec 5 still. See how long has it been? Nearly 3 years and I am already immune to having braces on. This surgery will take me a month recovery. Mother have been such a great help to accompany me for my check-ups and also forking out a huge sum of money just for me. I am so deeply touched and she is definitely the best mother in the world. I can never thanked her enough and repay her generosity and kindness towards me all this while. She have done so much for me. Gahhh typing all this makes me feel so sad suddenly. Moving on, I am praying so hard that my operation will go on smoothly and successful. Amin.

Life's been great! Been munching on junks everyday and putting on excessive kilos. Just taking this opportunity to eat everything while I still can cause next week I won't be enjoying this kind of luxury anymore. Not untill a month after. & I must make sure that I lose 12 kilos after my surgery! Then I'll be as thin as a stick! Hahaha. Cool or what. A date with the boyf tomorrow! Whatnot, he just got his paycheck! Nyeh nyeh nyeh "evil grin". You know I am kidding right! Haha, just can't wait to meet him tomorrow, missing him terribly eversince he started work. I can go berserk at home waiting for his call each day. ._.

Alrighty, till here peepos. Have a great weekends love!

2010-03-17T03:50:00.000+08:00

Will update soon! Promise!

2010-03-06T01:31:00.005+08:00

Next Wednesday will be my last day in ITE Bishan.

I'm so gonna miss every single thing that took place throughout this 2 years.

Wishing ISO the best of luck for the final papers and for future endeavour.

2010-03-03T18:24:00.002+08:00

Too hot to handle.

2010-02-14T00:34:00.002+08:00

I am so lost for words.

2010-02-13T00:35:00.005+08:00

Rompe realmente il mio cuore quando lei ha camminato lontano mi partendo tutto solo e non ritorna mai. Sono sconvolto terribilmente che nessune parole possono descrivere come sento proprio ora. So che la sua intenzione era buona proteggere e darmi un senso di sicurezza giusta come qualunque altra ragazza che vuole esso dal suo bf. Come cui la destra di doesnt? Come ho detto che capisco che ma quanto a perché l'ho fermata sempre quando lei ha provato di si alzare per ero perché non l'ho voluto entrare in una lotta ed è doluto. Ma lei ha preso tutto l'ingiustizia. Sono al minimo punto proprio ora. Non mai sento che sono sempre l'un dare in, facendo così molto per il nostro rapporto ma per lei l'appreaciate qualunque di quelli. Odio per essere in questo tipo di causa di situazione non so ciò che fare e peggiore sentendo tuttavia il paranoide ancora una volta. E so che lei non mi ama tanto quanto lei ha fatto quando abbiamo incontrato dapprima. In qualche modo, posso sentire la distanza. I miei istinti non possono mai andare male l'esp quando si tratta delle questioni del cuore. : (Non sono abbastanza forte e non sono pronto a affrontare qualunque delle conseguenze. Dio caro, mi aiuta per favore in questo.

2010-02-12T13:56:00.003+08:00

I am pretty worn out from partying last night that I skipped school (again) this morning. The boy is being so cold towards me replying my msgses with one word only. I wanted to meet him so much but well looks like it's not gonna happened. I can go mad just by cooping myself at home all day. I might go out and take a walk all by myself later. Till then, toodles!

2010-02-10T01:26:00.003+08:00

I miss you so much

2010-02-04T23:49:00.002+08:00

ahhhhhhh fuck it la..feeling sooo horrible right now

2010-01-29T21:58:00.003+08:00

But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.

2010-01-27T22:27:00.003+08:00

I think I've wasted a lot of time for all my AOA lessons. I seriously hate myself for always procrastinating and giving up way too easily. Just because I don't know how to work that formula out, I'll give up and walked out of class sitting alone staring into spaces. Or simply get distracted by Facebook and whatevernots. Besides that, the teachers are not helping either. They simply turned their back on us and only turned to certain group of people and even teach them personally. Thanks ah. How to get the rest of the assignments done when you don't even know the basics? Each and every one of us has their own learning capabilities so don't assume we know everything. I can't help it anymore and I know I can't let this go on any longer cause at the end of the day I am the one taking the exam. :( I am so bloody stressed up with Excel please. Maybe I should start trying and stop whining.

Are you ashamed that I am in ITE?

2010-01-25T21:18:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I was on morning shift. The boy was being really sweet to have breakfast with me before I went off to work. It's been so long since we had breakfast together. I miss the old times so much. (: I felt really good yesterday. The boy then went to Starbucks to do his school journal while I headed off to work and he came to fetch me again at 12.30pm. We then headed to the library to meet Zozzy and Shameer to finish up our LPD project. Afterwhich, we had lunch at Macdee for some Twsiter fries and McFlurry Oreo lovin' before calling it a day.

The boy and I stayed for a lil'while more at Macdee doodling on the tissue paper. He kept saying his signature is ugly and such and we started doodling our signatures all over. Then suddenly out of nowhere we started talking about wedding venues. Muahaha. Then I listed down all the places that I want my wedding to be held. Heh. While he, came out with nonsensical places he had in mind like Punggpol Park? Thanks ah! Silly boy! But still, i love you much! :))

♥♥♥

2010-01-22T01:33:00.003+08:00

I got my hair and fringe trimmed 2 days ago and I looked fugly. :( But the boy said, I looked pretty much the same no diff.

PS: WHEN AM I GONNA STOP EATING! FULL OF FATS ALREADY..GRRR

2010-01-05T22:51:00.004+08:00

Happy 1st Birthday to M.Rafael Danish!

It was Danish's 1st Birthday yesterday and we had a small celebration for him over at Jalan Kayu later at night. It's really heart-warming to see the little kids getting so anxious and pretty much ready to blow out the candle anytime soon. Do I react the same way as them when I was a kid back then, I wonder? Hahaha. Anyways, I am very much in love with his birthday cake. Not only it was pretty but it tasted very very yummy too! We had seafood feast for dinner then. I'm sure the family combo deal that we ordered was a tad too much for us 6 adults. I did not get to finish up my rice either because I was too full already. But, their cereal prawn is ze best! :) It's really nice to have a such dinner together. It would be even better if 2nd bro were around. It's been like what 3 months++ since I last saw him! Miss him so much can. I don't know why I am feeling all sad when I type all this. :(

Anyway, moving on, school was a dread to me. It's only the 2nd day and I've started feeling this way. I know I am only left with a few months before I am out for good. Still, it doesn't end just there. I need to decide which path to go. Pursue on my education or joining the workforce? It got me thinking for awhile now as I am talking about the future. Scarrry. How I wished I am still thirteen. Hah!

PS: i miss you

2010-01-03T14:50:00.008+08:00

Well, in just a blink of an eye it's already the beginning of the new year. So, Happy 2010 to all!

I hope you had a blast during the countdown because my day turned out to be great! Geee. This year I didn't get to celebrate with the cousins but instead I had a double date with the boyfriend together with Diana and Bib. We met up in the afternoon over at Marina Sq. Lunch cum dinner over at Seoul Garden where we spent almot 3 hours in there. (: Love the marshmellow fondue so much and of course Tofu! hehe. I swear I was so full by then.

Afterwhich, we headed down to Esplanade and found a perfect spot infront of Thai Express. I wonder why the hell there were soooooooooooo many banglas around. Like almost everywhere you go you'll see a bunch of them. Tsk! We played Monopoly deal till it was time for the fireworks. Singaporeans are indeed kiasu. There was like 15 mins left till the clock strike 12 but many were already standing getting their cameras ready pointing upwards etc etc. Irritated much. Hah! Nonetheless, the fireworks were pretty awesome and it ended beautifully! This was my first time getting to spend the new year with the boy and of course it felt so good afterall. ♥

Many of you might have already list down your resolutions for this year but I shall save it till the end of my entry. Actually, to tell you the truth I havent really think of one yet. Haha. Anyways, moving on. I've been wanting to update this little space of mine but poor littlepodgy, it has always been neglected by me becuase I was too caught up with my life. December is a busy bee month where comes the Christmas which also means more working hours, the boy's 19th which was totally a simple yet sweet affair, Ida's bby birthday celebration and more. I bet it's gonna take forever to update all this, but just read if you want to. ;)

Many weeks ago, the boy read about a new fastfood restaurant that was opened at Lau Pa Sat and we decided to give it a try. It was called Wendy's. What a weird name. I had their 2 piece chicken set meal while the boy had a double beef burger. I think the price was a little bit expensive? The food was not bad just like your any average fast-food place out there. Popye's is still the best for me!

♥♥♥♥♥♥

Celebrated the boy's birthday which falls on 17th December. This year was different because I did not prepare him any birthday card or birthday gift like I used to. The boy told me way earlier that he doesn't need a gift but he wants a memorable birthday instead. How sad there wasn't any birthday cake either because all the money that I had was spent onto something else meaningful, for the both of us at least. We even caught the movie Avatar which was really good! Regretted for not choosing the 3D cause I bet it'll be more exciting. The animations are beyond words. I was hysterically laughing all the time listening to the main heroine acting. The voice damn funny please. Haha. I hope the boy had a memorable birthday though I think I didn't do much this year but ya hope he had fun. ",)

On Christmas Day, I wasn't working so sissy brought me and mother along with her 2 kids to Vivo for dinner. It was really crowded, well not a surprise at all. We settled for Fig&Olive. Not knowing what to eat, I just ordered the normal spaghetti bolognaise for myself. I think I've mentioned before, their crisscut fries are absolute love! My nephew could finished up the whole basket all by himself! Afterwhich, we walked around and the kids went to Minitoons. I bought a coin bank because it's time for me to save up, like seriously. Mum laughed at me after I told her I wanted to save. It's never too late ok. Mother and I are determined to save our money so that we'll have some savings for future emergencies. Just so you know, both mother and daughter are spendthrift! :) And I think I've made an improvement because I havent been doing any shopping for the past few weeks or spending my money uneccessarily. Furthermore, I was quite broke! It's really tempting because it's the SALES month now. Just gonna wait for this coming Thursday! Boomz! Hahah

On the 26th, Ida bby invited us to her BBQ that was held at her place. Only me and diana along with our other halfs who came as the rest had other commitments that night. It was a birthday celebration for both Ida&Haziq. I had a jolly good time! Not to mention, the wide spread of food that was incredibly yummeh! Stayed till 11 before making our way home. The boy then followed me home and we had supper at the coffeshop while waiting for his brother to fetch him. Eventhough it was a short one, the night was really well-spent!

Then on the 30th, the girls and I decided to give Ida Bby a belated surprise birthday celebration for her that was held at the Bottle Tree Park. Nurul, Arfah, Waney along with Cammy and me went earlier to set up the place and prepare all the neccesarry stuff. While Diana and Zozzy met the birthday girl cause eventually they tricked her saying that we're gonna go swimming over at Jurong East but it was under renovation, last minute. Hahaha. The day went really well and all fall into places just like how we want it to be. Many thanks to Diana,Bib& her mother for the scrumptious food! We sure had a satisfied tummy at the end of the day. We started cam-whoring after our lunch and left around 5 cause yourstruly had to work at 5.30pm. Bummer! Thanks to the girls for I had a wonderful time and I hope Ida Bby enjoyed the celebration. ♥

Now let's talk about Cotton On! Work is really killing me last month. I almost died every night when I'm doing closing. Northpoint customers are seriously heartless and they are worst than Monsters can?! Everynight was a killer for all the night shift people. We had to clean up all those shits that the customers messed up till we had to knock off at 12pm++ everytime and I always had to take the last train and bus home. Still, we couldn't finish racking up at times. It's really frustrating you know. I think there's no point fretting, guess I have to be tolerant and patient enough. Just can't wait for my pay! I still owe Singtel a sum of money for my cellphone bills, haha. My concession, my driving lessons and I shall save up the rest (hopefully).

Now comes the new year resolutions.

LOSE 10kg or more
Save $50 every month
exercise at least 2 times a week
do well in final exam and get into poly
no last-minute revisions anymore
prioritise my time well
earn more $$$
be a good daughter
find something that interest me

I think that's about it for now. Hoho. Okie dokie, I just realized that this post is a tad too long. My bad for not updating this space regularly, therefore I had to lum everything together into one post. Teehee. That pretty summed up the last bits and pieces of moments I had in 2009. 2009 has been a good year, I hope 2010 would be better.
Have a good year ahead everyone!

Till then;
See you soon!
Much ♥

2009-12-16T01:47:00.001+08:00

41!

so much in love.

BIG PLANS coming up.

stay tune, alrighty.

2009-11-29T23:43:00.001+08:00

Nineteenth year old!

My 19th birthday was very sweet indeed. I had another surprise by the boy. ((: Yesterday was a bliss! It started off by meeting the boy at Cityhall around 1.30pm and we headed down to The Grand Cathay to collect our New Moon tickets! Very sexcited to watch though I am not exactly a fan but I am so curious of what's gonna happen and such since I don't read the book. Heh. The movie was at 3pm so we got like an hour left before the movie. The boy kept telling me he only got me a box of 'chocoloates'. Haha. So, we sat down at Ben&Jerry's and ordered the usual which is Double Belgian Waffle with Snapple.

He was being extra sweet that day to feed me all the way. Hehe. After we finished everything, then comes the surprise part. He asked me to close my eyes while he took out his box of 'chocolates'.

As I opened my eyes, it turned out not be a box of chocolates but a box with an AX belt in it that I wanted to buy the other day at ION! So much for a box of chocolates, and of course I was thrilled to bits! hehe. I didn't know he would get me that as my present. But at the same time, I felt so bad though cause he splurged so much for that belt just for me. Thank you so much, I love you to bits darling!

Then it was time for our movie. My 2 hours was worth it I must say! New Moon has got a lot of actions as compared to Twilight and my eyes melt at the sight of Jacob please. He's friggin' hot can! And the boy got so bored in the middle of the movie that he slept. Hahah! After the movie ended, we were deciding which place to eat. And we spotted Astons along the way so we thought why not give a try. I must say we made the right decision.

The boy had Beefy Jack Burger and I had Spicy Marinara Spaghetti which comes with cream of mushroom and garlic bread. We ordered garlic bread and mashed potato as our side dishes and all this amounted to less than $30! Definitely cheaper than your Swensens, Fish&Co and Pizzahut bill. The reason is that they do not charge you for service and gst! You only pay for what you ordered. Not to mention, the food was extremely good and what's more it's cheap! Or maybe it's really affordable as compared to other restaurants that I have dined in before. It's really worth your money because they served in big portions. My personal favourite would be their cream of mushroom. It's so creamy and thick with a special taste to it. :) Yummy!

Christmas Tree outside Dhobby

Christmas Tree @ Vivo

After our hefty meal, I told the boy that I wanted a place where we can just sit and talk. So he suggested Vivo. We made our way there and found the perfect same spot at the rooftop. I was a little bit cranky because the floor was wet. Haha but it was all good in the end when the boy agreed to camwhore with me. Hehe. It was so funny and cute that got me laughing non-stop. After we got so tired from snapping pictures, we headed to Starbucks for Hot Chocolate before heading home at 10pm.

I wanna thank to all those who have wished me be it via sms and facebook. It's really nice to see all of your of wishes and comments. Thank you for taking your time, I really appreciate it much.

& To my one and only, a million thanks to you for making my birthday a wonderful one again this year. I definitely enjoy your company and I had a good time yesterday! I love you bucket loads by!

Forever, and till eternity.

:))

2009-11-25T23:22:00.004+08:00

I am so pissed off right now! I was waiting patiently for the S'pore Idol results and in the end there's no elimination for today. WTF right? Tell me about it. Is this somekind of a gimmick or something? The boy called me right after the show and was telling me that the reason why they did that was because Tabitha confirmed got the lowest number of votes for tonight and as much as they love Tabitha, they maybe want her to stay in and leave the elimination till next week when they are sure Charles will be the one leaving after compiling the votes altogther.

Pretty much makes sense to you? Haha I know it's complicated but I think it's somehow true. How can they skip the elimination part today? Why on earth would they do that and this is the first time I saw in a competiton. No elimination? Bitch, tsk! Okay okay I shall stop babbling on S'pore Idol now but I just hope the final 2 will be Sylvia and Sezairi please! Maybe I should start voting eh? Geee next week alright! :D

So anyways! How are you people been doing? Doing fine, I hope. And now, I think it's about time for me to do some serious major update here before my blog rots away. Heh! I've got like 1001 things to say here so just be a little nice to me and be patient as it may be a pretty long post I suppose. Let me start off with the recent events first followed by the long-overdue ones ya.

I was invited to Cotton On Awards Night last Monday 23rd that was held at Uluru, Duxton Hill. It was an Australian Pub and Steakhouse if I am not wrong. The theme was Retro Night but hack I wore something that is not me at all. Haha! I actually wore a dress for the first time with my killer bootie heels la ok! I was a little bit awkward as it was my first time going to the Awards Night. So all along I was with Zan and Afiq. Saw a few familiar faces also. It would be more happening if my khakis were there with me.

Then it was time for the awards ceremony. My manager won the most fun and exciting manager! Congrats yo! :D We end the night by snapping pictures away and I went home with Zan and Gus. I was jaded and I skipped school the next day. Nothing new huh ;) hehe But overall, the night was good!

Last Friday was the BOMB! I got an advance birthday surprise from my gorgeous babies! Boyf played along too and they already planned this. It was really unexpected and I got to thank the boyfriend for succesfully putting up a good act all this while eh! Hahaha! The day was started off with the usual movie date I had with the boy. We caught Raging Phoenix which is so cool! I love the fighting scenes so much. They actually combined muay thai and hip-hop dance moves to fight. Boyf was telling me that we had to meet his brother for dinner to celebrate his gf birthday. We still had time before waiting for his 'brother' to msg us the place. His 'brother' finally msg him around 6pm. The place was at Haji Lane. So we made our way to Bugis and followed the direction given by his brother's 'gf''. Bumped into Hafiz and Niz along the way.

Finally found the place which is Al-Tazzaq. We went up and I got so curious when the waitress told us that 'your friends are waiting up there', but I pay no attention to her untill we went up and I saw familiar shoes on the rack. But again, I didn't think much and waited for the boy to call his 'brother' cause obviously he weren't there except for a group of guys. Then the boy asked me to walk in saying his 'brother' was inside. And even before I could actually say anything, the 'Happy Birthday' song filled the air. Even the group of guys joined in too. I was so touched, really. Nothing could describe my feelings at that moment. The babies were there surprising me with a cake and sheesha! How sweet! I was thrilled to bits and went almost speechless for a moment. :D

They then told me they are surprsing Hafiz as well. Ha ha no wonder. Then it was time for us to sing him a birthday song. Like me, Hafiz went speechless too.

Haha. Like I've said, it was so unexpected but I feel the love babies. We sheesha all the way till 10 before heading for home. With my deepest sincerity, I would like to thank all of you and of course to my dearest boy for everything that y'all have done for me. You babies are the best and I can never ask for more. Much love.

And the picture above was taken last last week on a Sunday. My date with my petite girlfriend cum neighbour on the opp block. heh! Been wanting to meet this girl since eons ago but we only found the time last last week. It's good to see you after so long babe! Headed to Vivo and as soon as we reached we bought a few stuffs already. Ohmy what can I say, girrrls. We even got the same bag but in different colour! Cute much? Heh heh. Lunch at BK and afterwhich we decided to just chill at the rooftop to catch on each other's life. Not to forget we cam-whore like mad too! Haha! It was a great day with you babe! We shall do this more often! ",)

Alright! I am finally done with all the updates on my life. School has been hectic. Just had my PR CA today and it wasn't so bad despite having last-minute revisions, like again. I don't know when can I ever stop doing this. Projects, datelines been piling up like nobody's business. It's really killing me softly. Not to mention 2.4 and 5 items next week! That is the biggest thing I dread the most! Urgh as much as I hate school and sports, I have only one thing to calm myself that is I am only left with a few more months to go before I graduate for good. And being said that, I want to do well please! Still, I have yet to decide for my future.

So happy to meet the boy today after 4 days of not meeting! The boy was so panicked when the macbook went dead on him just because he forgot the log-in password. We went to Funan but before we actually go to the service centre boyf decided to try another time if its working or not. Haha and thanked God he did! It turned out not to be a wrong password but instead my name for the macbook was typed Siti with a double space then Afiqah. Get me? He thought it was only one space! Omg so bacin la he! I was a happy goober as he treated me to Mc Spicy and Belgian Chocolate from Anderson's Ice-Cream! Yummeh! :D And in 2 days time I'll be turning 19th. Oh I feel so old.

Okie dokie gonna turn in now,

Goodnight fellow readers!

2009-11-22T15:25:00.002+08:00

Here's a seak peek.

I'll be back later at night!

See ya!

2009-11-16T02:00:00.003+08:00

"If I know what love is, it is because of you. "

Happy 40th Monthsary Baby!

i ♥ you.

2009-11-10T20:40:00.003+08:00

Warm Greetings to my fellow readers. ",)

I know I have the tendency to update my blog once a week, geee my bad. I've been so busy and feeling so tired for the past few days. Maybe due to work and insufficient sleep I guess. As a result, I skipped school on last Friday and keep coming late to class. You don't wanna know how much I hate morning classes at 8 a.m! Today was a total wreck. Tuesday blues. Had AOA test on mail merge and I did not bring the friggin' book cause I thought the teachers gonna gave us a question paper like the last test we did. So I had to borrow ah cheong's. Mind you, the paper was definitely a tricky one. I only did what I think is right, the rest I gave up. Whatnot, they only taught us last week? It totally dampened our mood after that thus my friends and I decided to skip S&W. Thanked God we made the right decision cause we heard they had to run 3 laps. Haha! Even after having lunch, it doesn't help much. I am still as sleepy and tired like a zombie after that which resulted to hearing Ms N's nagging. Anyways! The long awaited F1 pay is in! And I already used up half of it for my cellphone bills and also for mother. I know the leftovers in my bank now won't be staying long for good. I should stop buying things on impulse or cabbing unneccesarily right now. This BAD HABIT of mine has taken its toll on me and I should get rid of them straight away! But still, I've got like plenty of stuffs to get leh. HOW? Tsk.

So last Friday, I had a date with my S7 babies. Diana and Zoz were being damn sweet cause they came to YCK to accompany for my driving prac first. It was ok I guess? Just that I need to practice my hands on the steering wheel more when making a turn. Gaaahh I hope I'll improve this coming Friday! Oh after my prac, we girls headed to Marina Square. Initially wanted to catch my sister's keeper but GV Marina didn't have that and so we decided to head down to The Cathay. We had our late lunch first at PizzaHut since all of us were so famished.

I tried their Spicy Chicken Promodoro which tasted a little more or less the same like Pastamania's Spicy Chicken. Wahidah shared her Baked Meatballs with us and mind you it tasted so heavenly! After having a hefty meal, we made our way to The Cathay and to our dissapoinment the tickets were already sold out. :( Mother called me soon after to meet them at the airport to send off my cousin and so I had to leave first. But anw, thanks so much girls for the wonderful time spent! I sure had a good time with yáll! <3>

Saturday was a bliss! I had a good time with the boy. It's been so long since we last went out on a date on a Saturday. So I thought I had to dress up a little more, hehehe! We went around hunting for shoes cause apparently both of us needed so badly for school. I wanted to get baby an Onitsuka at Leftfoot but it was way over my budget. Maybe I'll get that for you on your birthday? Heh. So we walked around at Wisma. Then ION.

Both of us were so hungry but we can't decide where to eat. So we tried something new that day. We dined in at Bali Restaurant. I love the ambience so much. Not to mention their menus as well. Their stir-fried noodles menu are so cool. Firstly, we have to choose the type of noodles that we want. Secondly, the ingredients for eg. like seafood, only prawn or chicken. Lastly, the sauce that we want them to fry the noodles with. There's plenty like tom yum which I had, XO chilli sauce and many more. So, mine was a combination of egg noodle with seafood in tom yum sauce. It tasted so nice that I want more. The boy had rice with sweet&sour fish. Our side dish that we ordered was one of a kind. Hehe. Boneless chicken wing stuffed with minced chicken. Marvelous! Go give it a try k? The price is quite reasonable too. Heh. Right after our dinner, we went to World of Sports to check on their shoes. The boy took such a long time to decide and he kept looking at the mirror for umpteenth times. Omg like girl la he. Like after 30mins or so he then finally settled for a pair of Gola. Our day was pretty sweet and simple. Love you by! (:

Exactly 17 more days?

hohoho

Go figure.

2009-11-01T21:14:00.008+08:00

"If you love someone you would be willing to give up everything for them"

I ditched work today and went JB instead together with the family for seafood feast. Like always, we went to the same place. My family can never get bored of that restaurant because of the ambience and food that keep us coming back for more. Sadly, I did not get to snap any of the mouth-watering dishes that we ordered because for the obvious reason, I was busy enjoying my food. Hehe. As usual, the same old favourites like butter prawn, chilli crab, tomyum, sweet&sour fish and squid are the 'must-have' dishes. Of course the presence of everyone plays a part too. (: Right after our sumptous lunch, we headed to Second-Link pit stop for some teh-tarik and red bean pau. We left JB around 5pm and went to send some food to my brother's house before making our way back home. & now I am still wide awake not feeling any tired at all when there's like school tomorrow morning. Grrr I totally dread going morning classes, bitch! Alrighty, let me leave you with some peektures then maybe I'll go to bed after that. Geee, so see you! ",)

with lots of ♥

2009-11-01T01:42:00.005+08:00

"The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring."

what is love to you?

2009-10-30T23:42:00.006+08:00

Thank God it's Friday again. I have always been looking forward to it. I know it's been a week since I did a proper entry. So here goes.

Let me start off with the supper I had last Saturday with my colleagues. I was working afternoon that day together with Zan, Lester and Hafiz. Closing was really fast and we made our way to Woodlands MRT to meet the rest. So only the 8 of us turned up. If only Zoz was there with me, I wouldn't be feeling awkward. Heh but lucky Hafiz was there. Zan ordered a wide spread of yummylicious seafood and I'm sure it cost a bomb! Haha. We chatted nearly 2am and all of us made our way home then. I shared a cab together with Hafiz and Zan since we stayed in the north area. Reached home nearly 3 and I was pretty much jaded by then.

School this week was pretty fine. Attended S&W on Tuesday and we had to run 2 laps around the carpark followed by badminton at the hall. As if that wasn't enough to burn our calories, the girls and I headed to Bishan gym after school for some workout session. We sure did a lot, whatnot we spent almost 1 1/2 hours at the gym. The aftermath was argonising much. Whole body aching like bitch. But I think that's a good sign right, it shows that we trained hard enough. Haha. Yesterday I had a date with mother after school. She fetched me at J8 and we trained down to CWP. We had our late lunch at Banquet and pretty much walked around after that. Mother did some shopping for herself. I didn't get anything cause I was broke, remember? Haha. Before making our way home, we dined in at Delifrance as I wanted their garlic bread so badly. They got the best garlic breads ever, I swear! Ordered some Calamari Rings and French Fries too. Though it was a short day spent, I hope mother had a good time cause I did. Heh. :)

Movie date with the boy today over at Tampines Mall. Just so you know, the boy ends school at 4.30 everyday now due to his attachment. Therefore, we just settled for TM today though I didn't quite like the idea. I don't like going there, I don't know why. Haha, but anwyay, Jennifer's Body was by far the best movie the boy and I have watched for this entire month. But I think they skipped some parts? Not really the same like what I've seen on the trailer. Hmmm. Movie ended around 8 and we settled at BK for drinks only cause the both of us were still quite full. By 9 we made our way home. I am so sad cause it was only a short-meetup. I think I must change our movie date already. :/

Heard that some has gotten their F1 pay already and we are getting lesser than expected due to cpf. Tsk tsk. So the first thing I need to do tomorrow, is to go down and check my letterbox for the paycheque! Yea, I am so desperate for moolahs right now. Haha! Oh I need to get a weighing machine to monitor my weight cause its been eons since I last checked them. I desperately want to know how much I've lost or maybe gain over the weeks. Grrrr..I've got work this Sunday, hopefully the crowd is good. I am praying hard not to work on Monday so that I can accompany the boy for his BTT. Geeee I am taking any chances that I can just so I could spend my time with him. :) Though you love getting on my nerves at times, I know I can still çount on you at the end of the day.

iloveyou!

Till then;

Have a great weekends loves!

See you pretty soon.

2009-10-29T21:49:00.003+08:00

"f*ck everyone, f*ck this world"

does it include me? i wonder.

thank you so much.

i've been waiting for every chances to get to speak to you on the phone.

and what i get is this.

i know you are stressed up with school and

i on the other hand are trying my best to understand your situation.

have you ever spare a thought for my feelings?

who am i to you?

even if you're fed up with whatever things, must you treat me this way?

all my plans seemed to go down the drain

cause you don't seem to be interested at all.

2009-10-23T21:23:00.006+08:00

TGIF!

I want to cry looking at my picture above cause I looked fugly and fat! Brrrpp. I am trying to lower down my food intake daily, haha! Moreover, the girls and I went to Bishan stadium yesterday to jog. I managed to jog for 1 round only and did some other exercises! Eh don't laugh, it's a good start for me at least. Haha! Next week, there'll be more physical exercises done I hope! We've already planned, somehow. Anyway, date with the boyfriend today was pretty casual and improptu much. We caught Imagine That over at Cineleisure. The boy and I agreed that all the movies that we have watched so far for the past week wasn't exciting enough. Fame,Surrogates,500 days of Summer,Darah and Imagine That were all crappy. Pfft! I bumped into Aliff who has just knocked off from work at ION just now. Late lunch at BK with the boy after that. There were so many policemen at orchard mrt today, I wonder why. I was so surprised when I saw Yanle on duty just now. I just smiled cause we are not allowed to talk to them when they are on duty right? Yes, no? Haha he looked funny in his uniform though. Anyway on a heavier note, I WANT MY F1 PAY NOW! I need to settle my cellphone bills and of course shopping baby! Alrighty, I am working afternoon tmr and Zan gonna treat all of us to supper after work! Hooray! I hope I could sneaked out again this time. This will be my last, I promise. Geee.

2009-10-20T16:59:00.007+08:00

Hello my fellow readers! It's time for me to update this space of mine before it gets too dusty and so that people will keep coming back for more. Geeeeezz. ._. Just so you know, school has started for me a week ago and I am hating this new semester's time-table! Class starts as early as 8am and ends as late as 5pm for almost every single day. How dreadful! Pffft! I can go crazy over Advance Office Applications and I can sleep my way through PR and HRA classes. Boring modules. Hohoho. But anyways, no matter how boring and tough this semester might get, I am going to work my ass off to do well in the final exams. Cheyy! Haha yeah speaking of which I've been thinking about my future a lot lately. Like what I'm gonna do after completing my ite? Like where exactly I'm heading to after this. There's so much to think of and I'll decide when the time comes.

School was wasted today! Had AOA for an hour then had to attend the YOG event in school. I don't know what was it all about la, what a bummer! Stayed for a mere 20minutes under the hot sun and we thought we couldn't stand it any longer and decided to sit at the canteen instead. The boys went high on helium just now. Hahaha. It was so funny to hear all of their voices, so high pitch! We girls tried too but mine was a failure. Boohoo! In the midst of waiting for the next class to start which was like 2 hours more, we received a text from a classmate saying we could go home already cause PR and HRA classes was cancelled! Nice one! :)

Last last Sunday, the family and I headed to JB for a wedding over at Taman Mutiara. It was dad's family side relatives. The newlyweds were in purple! Geee I love purple! The atmosphere was definitely different from S'pore. Whatnots, with all the 'really cannot make it singers' that made me and the cousins laughed so hard! Omg. Haha. Afterwhich, we headed to granduncle's place for raya visit over at Damansara Aliff. I love his house, so cosy and beautiful. Not to mention, I had so much fun with the cousins. Stayed till evening and we made our way to Pandan City for dinner and grocery shopping next. Got home at midnight and the next day was school reopen, darn.

My date with the boy went really well yesterday. Heaps of laughter and fun throughout the day. We watched 500 Days of Summer too. It was full house so by the time we wanted to get our tickets we are left with no choice than to get the first row. :/ So we had to strain our neck a little. I was already feeling very sleepy at the start of the movie that I slept for a while, hahaha. Got the storyline quite a bit but I think it wasn't that nice eh? Haha. I don't know you all decide k, maybe I was sleepy that's why it totally bores me. I just find the movie cute, that's it. Heh. Then we walked around aimlessly. Sat at the rooftop snapping some pictures away. Settled at LJS for dinner. Both of us wasn't feeling hungry so we shared our meal. I had my share of crunchy shrimps as well. Yummm! We went back to the rooftop again because the boy was feeling like a kid still wanting to play with the water. Grrrr. I just watched him from far snapping his silly antics and laughing at them altogether. From paper boat to areoplanes, throwing of stones and many more. Haha!

I really had a good time with you by. Thank you for everything, I love you!

2009-10-19T01:26:00.000+08:00

I want nothing else, but you.

2009-10-16T09:19:00.001+08:00

♥ 39th!

I love you.

2009-10-09T23:13:00.005+08:00

Hello Earthlings!

It's been awhile since I last updated an entry here and I think I've missed out so much about every little thing in the world. I am going to squeeze my brain now and behold there'll be a lot of updates needed to be done, pronto!

Singapore Grand Prix 2009 Formula 1 was definitely an eye-opener for me. I was excited on the first day getting to watch every single race and I've got such a perfect view right up there. I guess the 5 (Ida,Diana,Arfah,Nurul) of us are so lucky enough to be at the Bay Grandstand. My legs were all wobbly at the end of the day and thanked God I managed to survive for 3 days! The next 2 days I was stationed at the undercroft. Hani my team leader separates the 5 of us. :( I thought it'll be boring cause I couldn't watch the race like the first day and I'm gonna be lonely down there. But hell no, it was definitely fun! I could still see the cars zoomed just right beside me and of course I managed to take a sneak peek at Lewis Hamilton during the driver's parade. Geeeeeezzz. I am so fortunate to get into F1 this year cause I've gained a lot of experiences and made new friends at the same time. The last day was hell of a fun! Subway and Coffeebean were giving away free cookies,muffins and sandwiches to all the staffs. Everybody were like hungry ghosts running around stuffing their free goodies into their paperbags. Hahaha! Happy and satisfied at the end of the day! 3 days was definitely tiring but all of us had our fair share of fun and laughter! Now I want my F1 PAY to come fast! Hurhur

Due to my involvement with F1 and work at CO, I couldn't tag along for raya visitings with the family this year. How sad. But still, the moolahs keep rolling in, yummy! So last Friday was spent with the Mighty 10 visiting 7 houses altogether. It was definitely exhausting but we had a a lot of fun! My tummy was super bloated that I had to release the hook of my 'kain sarung.' I swear I ate so much that day. From lovely Butter Chicken Spaghetti at Ida's to superbly tasty Nasi Lemak at Arfah's to wonderful spread of finger lickin' finger food at Fir's and lastly my favourite dish of all Mee Soto with extra spicy chili padi at Diana's. How can I not feel bloated you tell me?! Hohoho. Another wonderful day with M10 it would be better if Hafiz could tag along then it'll be full squad!

The boy came over last Wednesday for raya visit and like last year I would then go over to his place after that. I am trying to get along with his lil' baby sister and this time it works. She wants me now. Hehe. I am so happy. Stayed for an hour and we went off to Vivo after that. I brought along my spare clothes cause you would'nt want me to go around Vivo with my baju kurung right? Heh. Bought our tickets to Fame which I thought it would be like Step Up or something like that but then to my great dissapointment it wasn't what I expected. I couldn't catch the storyline, ha ha. Initially wanted to have our dinner at PizzaHut at Harbourfront but it was already close for dining-in and we can only have take-aways. Our last resort was Breeks. We are the last customers to dine in there felt so bad though cause the crews were already starting to clean up the place. So anyway since it was our virgin visit and we are running out of time to choose a decent meal, we just ordered Ham&Cheese Pocket Sandwich and calamari rings. I am so in love with their sandwich, it tasted damn good! Gonna have that again, for sure!

Today was another date with the boy. Mother was a bit angry with me cause she claimed I couldn't sit still at home and always wanting to meet the boy. :/ Haha where got, my mother anyhow only ah! We met early and bought our movie tix at 1.30pm for Surrogates. I clearly told the boy I wanted to shop around today that explains the early timing for our movie. Hehe. Surrogates was another dissapointment for us. Grrrr. We then walked around Taka then to Paragon as I wanted to get a decent blouse for the wedding at JB this Sunday. We stopped by Lucky Plaza and had our lunch at PizzaHut. Baby ordered this hot chocolate cake for dessert which tasted heavenly! It should be eaten while it's hot. Damn yummy and fulfilling! After our sumptous meal, we went over to ION. I got a pair of flats and sandal at Rubi. The manager seemed so hostile when I said I wanted to do staff purchase. Tsk tsk! Afterwhich, we practically walked around the whole place and made our way to Shaw House next. Baby wanted to make his specs as he got $100 voucher. He took so long to choose the frames and keep asking me which looks better on him. Haha mcm girl la this boy choose frame also so long. Heh he finally settled for one and I think he looked more mature in it. Gonna go back there with him next Wednesday to collect it. Afterwhich, I browsed around Isetan to search for my never-ending blouse. It was my last resort anyway since Taka and Metro Paragon doesn't have the one that I like. And like finally I spotted a pretty one but it was a short sleeve more like a punjab blouse and the price was reasonable as well too. I tried it on and showed to the boy and I am so flattered by his comment. He said I looked like Malaque Mahdaly, one of the SG Idol contestant. HAHAHA. Okay abeh happy! Of course I am la and I should be happy cause all the nice comments made by the boys came in only once in a while what, or at least for me lor. Tsk. Haha! We had drinks at Starbucks before heading back home. It was yet another great day I had with the boy and I love him to bits!

& Oh not forgetting, I am happy with my exam results but the GPA wasn't that good enough so I think I need to buck up and word hard for this last semester. Scary. Talking of which, school is like next Monday! Pfffft! Truth to be told, I am not ready for school just yet! On another note I am happy for the boy as well because thanked God he cleared his supp paper for one of his module. Also, he just enrolled his driving license yesterday! So happy for him and I got a strong feeling that he'll get his license first than me. Haha, we shall see.

Phew! Finally, I'm done blogging!

Time Check: 3.12am

Till then,

Goodbye lovelies!

2009-10-06T02:02:00.001+08:00

Paranoid.

2009-10-03T14:23:00.000+08:00

And all my tears they

Keep running down

Why did you turn away?

2009-09-30T15:11:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 55th BIRTHDAY

TO THE MOST IMPORTANT WOMAN IN MY LIFE

that is my dearest lovely Mother!

Thank you for bringing me up for the past 19 years. What you've given to me I can never repay. Thank you for being a great and wonderful Mom. I wish you the best on your birthday and may all your good times multiply and happiness abound.

Love,

your youngest daughter.

2009-09-21T03:27:00.012+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir & Batin.
Since I am so free like that I'll update you more about Raya celebration this year and of course with more pictures that is! Heh. (: This year's celebration was a little bit off. I don't feel the vibe or anything special. The guests that came over to grandma's place was lesser than usuals. But despite that I enjoyed every single bit of moments spent with the craziest cousins that day. We camwhored like nobody's business and we made grandma's room as our studio where we took all our photos. Hehe. Not forgetting, the spread of delicious food that grandma prepared for all of us. & Finally I got to meet my 2nd brother after months of not seeing him. It was a sweet family affair that day. (: If only Ayah was there with us, I'll bet everything will feel so complete. And so we ended the day by seeking forgiveness from the elders and I came home nearly 2 in the morning. I definitely had my share of fun, joy and laughter! I am a happy goober because I still received green packets, lots of it! Heh, can I stay at 18 please? Haha! Alrighty, pictures now!

Till then;Have a nice day y'all!

2009-09-18T03:44:00.000+08:00

I love you
Not only for what you are
But for what I am
When I am with you

2009-09-11T23:54:00.005+08:00

Iftar with the Mighty 10 today was great! :) I met the boyfriend first at Cityhall and we made our way to Paya Lebar to wait for the rest. We searched for a place to break fast and first stop was Arnold's but it was already fully booked and it was only 5.30 when we came. Afterwhich we went to TKC. The restaurant was also fully booked. How sad. Then we walked further up and saw Pelangi. Luckily we got a table. So we settled in and ordered our food. The menu was very limited and it only consist of western and nasi ayam bumbu and bubur kampong. Haha! I gave nasi ayam bumbu a try and it wasn't that bad though. The boy had bbq ribs which tasted just as nice too. After we had our fill, we walked around the bazaar hunting for food again. Haha! Perangai satu2 budak gemok! I had apek ice-cream with bread, cheese sausage, keropok lekor and otah. Yummmeh! Brought home some keropok lekor, banana fritters and putu piring for the mother as well. Really can't stand the heat and the crowd. But I had fun after all! :D Wanted to go sheesha after that but it was getting late already and there'll be no transport home so we just gave it a missed. Perhaps next time, with the whole squad that is! After so long, I am going to work again tomorrow. Gonna hit the sack soon as I am dead tired after all the walking so till here, goodnight babies!

Much love.

2009-09-09T23:52:00.012+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!

This semester has finally come to an end for good. I am so excited for I am having my holidays now! Hehe. I can now put my mind at ease without worrying about anything, for now at least. Let's just hope I get to spend the holidays fruitfully! Not to mention, many exciting events coming up. Hari Raya is just next week! Afterwhich, it'll be F1 baby! Wooohooo!

Finally met the boyfriend today after a week of not seeing due to me having exams. He accompanied me to get my pdl afterwhich we headed town next. Decided to get our movie tix to Dance Flick at 8pm and we pretty much walked around that. The boy and I wanted to try something different so we had a feast over at Nana Thai Restaurant. The food was incredibly good I must say.

Yummeh! We had a ball of our time savouring the wonderful moment. & I had joy eating those finger lickin' chilli crabs! Syiok! We almost forgot about the movie and we left the place only close to 8pm, hehe. And so, we had to brisk walk throughout the whole journey to Cineleisure. Haha we were totally worn out by that.

Thought the movie will last around 10+ but then it was only an hour. Kind of unexpected because it seems that we only got in and taaa-da it's the end. Movie was funny and a little bit dirty but it has got no storyline at all I must say! Ha ha too bad. We then had some drinks at Gloria Jeans Cafe and made a move for home around 10pm. The journey back home in the train was absolute loved! The boyfriend silly antics never fails to make me laugh every single time. Love youu by! (:

2009-09-07T21:38:00.003+08:00

"The time I kill is killing me."

EVM paper done and over with and I am only left with Office Admin next. Can anyone of you please make the book more simpler for me to understand? I managed to open the book just now but all I could see was rainbows and more rainbows. I tried my best to revise but I just couldn't do so. So I am now trying to please myself by surfing the net and hopes something useful could make the best out of it. But no, I am utterly frustrated with Facebook. Trying to play a prank on me. I couldn't logged into my account and whenever I tried to do so, they'll say my account is temporarily unavailable due to site maintenance. Pissing me off very badly! I want to play my bouncing ball can?!!! Urgh.

On a lighter note, I am no longer in Parkway anymore and will be starting at my new outlet Northpoint pretty soon! I know I keep transferring here and there. Hopefully this will stay for good. (: Gonna miss my colleagues at PWP though. :/ Also, I finally called HP after being pestered by the boy so much. After 4 days they still havent contacted me regarding the payment so I decided to give them a call. True enough, they got the wrong cellphone no! Pffft! I need to get a new computer table and whatever furniture for the house, pronto!

Just can't wait for Wednesday and I'll be free from EXAMS! Which also means, HOLIDAYS BABY! Alright, I'm gonna try to do my notes now no matter how hard I find it to.

Toodles!

2009-09-04T23:45:00.005+08:00

Date with mother today was awesome! We went shopping! It's been so long since we went out alone together. Since I had no school and mother had her 'off day' from taking care of the kids, I thought it would be good to spend some quality time together. Hehe. So the day was started off by visiting The Chevrons over at Jurong for Scholl Warehouse Sale! It was a long queue when we got there but it was a fast move though. And surprisingly JQ the kental boy from Hougang CO was manning the door so he let me and mother in as soon as he saw me. Haha!

The sale was madness I tell you! I can tell mother was really excited. Whatnot, Scholl is her all-time favourite! So we went around looking for sizes and it was another surprise too see Alfred,Samuel and Boen there. They were helping out in the sale. Alfred was being such a great help in taking the sizes for mother. I thought I wouldn't be interested in any of the shoes cause just so you know Scholl shoes are for aunties eh. Hahah! But no! I fell in love with this pumps, the same one that I wanted to get at Metro the other time. Geeeee! After 2 hours in there, we got out with 5 pairs altogether! I had only a pair so the rest are belonged to the mother. I guess she's overjoyed right now. Haha.

Headed back to Jurong East Mrt by the shuttle bus. Took the train and alighted at Boon Lay. Mother hasn't been to Jurong Point for eons already so I brought her there. We pretty much walked around and I splurged my money on a pair of jeans again! Hurhur. Then to Kiddy Palace where I got my little Auni and Syahmi their pjs. I got for mother 2 tops too. Every time we went out, mother couldn't resist of getting pillows and bolsters. Like as if there wasn't enough at home. I think she got fetish for pillows and since there was a sale as well she ended up buying 4 of that and a bolster! After much walking around, it was time to break fast. So we dined in Fig&Olive. It was our first visit there. Mother has been wanting to try out so today I finally satisfy her crave. The food was really good. :)

Fish Melted Cheese for myself

Maghribi Chicken with Oliva Rice for mum

Also their calamari was better than Swensons. & I love their crisscut fries. Yummeh!

Brother fetched me and mum home then. (: I had a great time today. My day was definitely well-spent! I want more this pretty please!

This was taken last Wednesday. The boy accompanied me to HP care center over at Alexandra to do a trade-in for my desktop pc and monitor. After which we headed down to IKEA over at Tampines in search for a computer table but nothing entice me at all. ._. On a random note, I think I need to get a new wallet. There's too many cards and I've got no slots to put in already. I need to like slot in 2-3 cards in one pocket in result having me to struggle every time I need to take them out. Pffft! And oh, I might be transferring to Northpoint! Nothing has yet to be confirmed though. It'll be good if I got transfered. It'll definitely be much more nearer with only 3 stops away from AMK and 4 stops from Bishan! Moreover, I'll be working with Zoz baby! Not to forget I get to work with Zan again too! Heh heh. Sexcited! ;)

Alrighty I better get going. I still have the cheek to blog when exams are like 2 days away! Hehe. OMG! How fast times flies. And worst still, I havent even started on my revisions just yet. Applause for me please! Right! I'll be dead. Hoho.

Next time y'all!

2009-09-02T03:06:00.015+08:00

Life's Good baby!

So now you know why I am growing fatter and fatter each day?

Hahaha.

2009-08-31T23:46:00.008+08:00

"Love is the beauty of the soul."

Warm greetings to my fellow readers out there. It's been a while ya. Just so you know, I am still alive and kickin' right here. Hehe. The reason for the sudden disappearence is because my desktop pc cheated on me. And also I've lost the vibe to blog recently. So now, let me just do a quickie update with no pictures, that is. Though I've got tons and plenty of pictures to upload, I guess that shall wait till I got a new desktop which I'm going to do a trade-in for that really really soon! Furthermore, I am so lazy to install my Canon software to this macbook, so a wordy entry will do for now.

Alright! I would first like to wish all the muslims Happy Fasting! I know this came in a tad too late, pardon me on that. This year's fasting month didn't started off that good. Last week was horrible for the girls and I. Many unpleasant things seemed to befall one after another and it really took a whole lot of patience in us. Perhaps, God is trying to tell us something. What kills us makes us stronger, agree? I guess we are now. Our own experiences taught us to be much more stronger than before. Anyhoos, this semester's gonna end pretty soon. Which means, exams are just around the corner and it's time for me to pull up my socks real high! It's so scary knowing that I'll be graduating in 6 to 7 months time. Sad to say, I am still clueless of where I'm heading or what I'm going to do after this. ._. Mother wanted me to go into Poly and have my diploma or NIE for don't know what reason. Haha! Whatever the case is, I need to do well for my upcoming exams and of course get a good GPA at the end of it! Only then, I can decide. Hohoho, it's always easier said than done.

Right, enough of school. Oh wait, have I mentioned that the girls and I got to sign a new contract for F1? Let me be bold for once and say this out loud, we are now the GRANDSTAND ACCESS OFFICIALS! Yes we are! We are no longer the 'Stand-by' or the contingency crew whatever. Hahaha! I am sexcited and definitely looking forward to 25-27 Sep! :) Just weeks back, I decided to continue my driving license again which I gave up months ago for failing BTT twice in a row! Haha! And so I thought I should be good and go for my theory lessons which I did. Then it was my trial test which miraculously I passed it. Last few days, I took my BTT again and thanked God for I've cleared them like finally! Phew! Hahaha, only BTT leh not even FTT yet?! Hohoho. I just realized that I should take things slowly one at a time only then I could see the results.

Gotten my voucher the other day over at Hougang CO and I already spent it at my store yesterday. Still, it wasn't enough for me and I need more of it! Now that the rules are pretty strict, I guess we ought to be a fashionista sooner or later. No more basics and we need to wear a shawl at all times! Grrrrr! It's so sad knowing that Zan is leaving in 2 weeks time or maybe earlier. :/ I don't know who will be taking over her. Just so you know, Parkway CO will be going MEGA soon. Both adult and body will be combined together. Sheeeesh! Wonder how it's gonna be like.

Sunday was fruitful! It was spent over at my grand's place. Having the whole family to break fast together was the best moment I thought. I have always loved family gathering so much. I was so happy to see my cousins after so long! Mind you, we do not get to see each other that often as everyone are caught up with their own commitments. Despite so, we are still as close. Not to mention, I had a ball of fun each time we met. There's always something to laugh at. :D What a great bonding we had. Geeee. Anyhoos, I went over to boyf's place today to break fast with his family. I loved his mum's spaghetti and it was extra spicy today! Yummy! Left his place at 8pm and we headed to Swensons for dessert though both of us were already full. I had Chocolate Crunch while boyf had Celebrity Brownie. And as if that wasn't enough, we still ordered 2 coke and fries. I swear after a few mouths of my ice-cream my tummy was super bloated already and I couldn't take it any longer and had to stop. The boy had surrendered earlier and he only took 2-3 bites of it. Pfffft! In the end, I had to ask them to pack my fries. But all in all, I enjoyed my day. Thanks boyf for inviting me to your place. Love you to bits!

._.

I can't wait to get over and done with my exams and looking forward to breaking fast with M10 on the 11th! It's been really a long time since our last outing together.

:))

Alrighty, I think that'll be it for now.

Till my next update,

See you babies!

2009-08-11T23:56:00.008+08:00

This isn't you.

As much as I hate changes, I still faced it at the end of the day.

Perhaps, I think a little too much lately.

I am paranoid.

Period.

2009-08-01T13:51:00.006+08:00

I skipped school yesterday as I was down with fever and flu. I think maybe due to my visit to ion with the girls the day before which got me so restless and my body felt so warm as soon as I got home. Lucky not H1N1 ah. I didn't went to the doc but I had 2 panadols instead. And I'm doing slightly good. Now the sickness has passed on to mother. I shouldn't have slept with her that night. :/ Get well soon Ibu! So ya, I had to skip going to Metta School for my CCA that Friday as well. Heard the girls had lots of fun tutoring the kids. Geeee, shall join you all the next time!

I am so missing the boy. He's out with his family to celebrate his mum's birthday. And that boy had Swenson's! Jahat! I am so gonna sulked infront of him when we meet so that he could bring me to Swenson also. HAHAHAH! Okaylah I am not that bad hor, I am just playing around. :D

Till then;
See you around!

2009-07-29T21:39:00.005+08:00

Let me first present you Expose (Fashion&Music) brought to you by
M10 Productions, which was held last Saturday 25th July at ITE Bishan Auditorium.

As you all know, this is the event that we have been working out, planning everything together since a few months back. We are so glad that everything's over now. Though there were a few glitches here and there but still, we managed to pull through every single one of them. I think we've done our very best to make Expose happened in every way we can. :) Let's go for some pictures now!

"S7 Morning Faces"

"Reception babies -Nool and Ida"

"Boyf has been a great help for my event too.
Thank You, You!"

"Shush"

"Off The Wall"

"Love's Last Shift"

"Us Against Sophia"

"Urbanize"

"Finale"

Thank You So Much to All who made it this event possible. Your presence and contribution are greatly appreciated. M10, let's jump up for joy for we already did it! Heh okie dokie, let's hope for good grades from Ms E!

Alrighty, I'm done with the event and now let's sidetrack to something else. Attended F1 Training last Monday with the girls except for Fiza and Waney since they had already attended weeks ago. We were of course so eggcited after knowing our post at the board which was written "Grandstand Access Official (Contigency Crew). BUT, we are actually 'Standby Crew.' Wth right? I know. Haha so much for our enthusiasm eh, damn it! Pffft?!! Yesterday, I came for S&W in the morning and since only a small group of people turned up, Mr B brought us to the Gym. We were supposed to run on the Treadmill for 10mins and cycle on the Exercise Bikes for 5mins which was a killer for all! Haha none of us managed to cycle through for 5 minutes! I got so dizzy and wanting to vomit after that. I wouldn't want to cycle on that again, never!

Now that sales are very poor, I only get shifts once a week. And it seems that I've been working every Tuesday for 3 consecutive weeks already. Anw, many new tops came in yesterday! I like! & I noticed one of them looked really really similar to Topshop's! Oh Cotton On is the new Topshop, remember? Hahaha! I've already calculated this month's pay and it's friggin' little! Grrr but well it's better than nothing huh? So, I should stop whining like a bitch and appreciate every single cents that I make every month because money doesn't come easily. Chey!

I think I've said enough. I shall complete my reflection worksheet on
'Princess Mononoke' now. Heh.

Toodles, Muah!

2009-07-16T22:45:00.011+08:00

First and foremost,

HAPPY 3 YEARS ANNIVERSARY BABY!

Hehe yes we turned 3 years old and I swear I am one of the happiest girl on earth today! I gave school a missed just so I could celebrate this day with the boy. The day started off by me fetching him from school since he ends his class at 11am. Eventhough I was darn sleepy due to insufficient sleep the night before. Whatnot, I went to bed only at 5.30am as I was busy preparing his card and gift. ;) Despite that, I still made my way to fetch him. We then headed off to Cineleisure to catch

Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince!

Regret! It wasn't the right choice and we simply wasted our 3 hours in the cinema and $6 is definitely not worth my penny, I thought. We could have spent on something else which is way better than watching this! The boy lagi best, he can happily dozed off in the middle of the movie. The ending was so bad that I profusely blamed the boy after that for choosing the movie! Hahaha! Our next place was to visit Marina Barrage. We both actually thought of it the night before, heh. But before that, I told him that I needed to dropped by Dhobby to get something. Hehe, I told him to wait for me at the platform while I made my way to Posh to collect the brownie cake that I ordered the day before!

Only then, we continued our journey to Marina Bay and took the shuttle bus to Marina Barrage. It was baby's first visit and he was awed by the beautiful scenery and the place itself. We went all the way up to the Green Roof and found a spot to sit. That's where I opened up the Posh box to let him see his cake and also gave his present. He was speechless for a moment or two but I'm glad he loves it! The boy secretly got a gift for me too and I nearly teared after knowing what it was, hehe thanks baby though I never see it coming many many thanks! :)

We went off around 6 and took the shuttle bus back to Marina Bay and alighted at Cityhall next. We took a different shuttle bus again that needed us to pay $2 each for a two-way at Coleman St to Singapore Flyer this time! Geeeee was so sexcited! It's a priviledge to be a student you know cause you'll get to take the flyer at only $10! Hahaa. We were quite lucky as our capsule only got the both us and 3 other aunties, that makes only 5 of us in there! We had so much space to ourselves snapping pictures here and there.

And I had the best moment when our capsule reached the highest point. I was on cloud nine. That's when I told myself 'this is for real.' ",) Anyways, we then went to the Photo Centre to view our picture that the person snapped earlier on and it turned out to be just as nice so I decided to purchase one to be kept as memories. We had Popye's for dinner before making our way back with the shuttle bus again. Everything happened so quickly and before we knew it's time to go home already.

Today was indeed one of the happiest day in my life and never will I forget! We made a promise, we had a share of joy, tears, love and laughter. Thank you so much for everything that you've done. You know you are the best and will always be one. :D

Happy 3rd Baby, I love you and only you!
xoxo

2009-07-13T19:11:00.005+08:00

"I am Siti Nur Afiqah Hamim.
I am a shopaholic. "

Hahaha!
Confessions of a Shopaholic was friggin' nice and I am wondering how can I missed watching it at the cinema! And now I feel like watching it again. Geee. All thanks to Mr Sam who relief our class for today and brought us to the auditorium to watch the movie. There was no EVM class as well. Right, school was a total waste just now! Headed to J8 Pastamania with Nool, Waney and Shammer to have our lunch after that.

Hmmm I still couldn't decide what present shall I give to the boy and I'm only left with what 2 days?! Grrrrr..There's S&W tomorrow morning and the thought of getting up early dreads me totally. Afterwhich, I had work in the afternoon. "-" Speaking of which, I've got no more clothes to wear for work. I have yet to get the new arrival ones. I felt so guilty because I spent like over 100$ on online-shopping alone for this month. ): I really can't control myself lah how?

Okay I'm starting to get hungry, but there's no food!
Till I update next time,
Much Love.

2009-07-12T22:15:00.002+08:00

Mother went JB with her friends early in the morning leaving me and grandmother all alone at home. Pfffft! But it's okay let her enjoy once in awhile, heh. Had lunch with grandmother at the coffeeshop then. I was contemplating whether to go out after that as I needed to pass boyf my marketing book. Reason being, I don't want to leave my grandmother all alone at home. But she insisted to saying she's okay staying at home alone. Heehee so I went out in the end. Met the boy at Cityhall and we ate at MacDee. After so long, I had my McSpicy. Geeee! Afterwhich, went to Kate Spade to find Ela to pass her mom's top. Ela also said I fat already. How?! Tsk, stresss gila! But nehmind fasting month is nearing so I shall just enjoy now suffer later k? haha! Walked around for a bit then. Boyf was having a bad flu throughout. Thank goodness I brought my panadol along and we sat at Chippy's to let him rest and me to have my Fried Mars Bars. I will not be meeting the boy till Thursday. :) I am so sexcited for the day to come. Speaking of which, I have yet to get him anything. Tsk tsk.

2009-07-09T21:41:00.003+08:00

Obviously I am so bored and decided to try out this thing. Of all the hair they gave, I think only this style suits me best. But boyf said it's ugly. Hmph! Actually I think so too ah, hahahaha!
:)

2009-07-08T23:51:00.003+08:00

It's time for an update! Beware of the long entry, hehe.

I know this entry came in late but anyway last Sunday the family went over to the usual seafood restaurant at JB to have our feast again. Kakak decided to give all of us a treat this time as she got promoted recently. I definitely had a great time savouring all the yummy dishes especially butter squid. I was busy eating that I forgot to take pictures of all the dishes. Heh. Like always, it's a must to stop by Second Link to have a sip of Teh Tarik beofre heading back home. I'm lookinfg forward to such family gathering again in the near future. Love it so much. :)

School has officially started last Monday for me. How dreadful can it get. After 3 weeks of holidays and now I am back to the usual routine, how boring! But still, I got to meet my babies! That pretty much enlightened me. Heehs. Did nothing much on the first day just that Ms N has already started on a new topic. Grrrr..Ms E's lesson was interesting much because we did nothing other than hearing to her stories for that one whole hour. She like got so much to talk that day. Due to that we had so much laughter going on as well. She's one funny person, I tell you. No doubt, she's the coolest teacher, eh? Heh. Discussed a little bit about event after school and afterwhich I cabbed down to work. ): I think I should not work on Monday because I'll end up taking cab instead and that'll be a waste of my moolahs. I can spend on better and useful things as one fare can cost me up to 15$$!! Sad huh? Tsk. Frustrated much.

I just had the urge to skip school yesterday. I went for my dental appointment and what Ms E told us about how kanchiong Singapore is about the H1N1 flu was so true indeed. Just as I stepped into NDC, I need to go through that scanner to check my temperature and as if that wasn't enough. They still insist us on putting our mask on before we could actually go up for our appointment! Very annoying right! Anw, Dr Poon did the mould thing again and she called another doctor whom I supposed he'll be the one doing my surgery. Speaking of which, Dr Poon asked me when I intend to do my surgery because the stage is nearing already. I told her prolly end of the year which is December I think? Things have yet to be confirmed and I am so nervous thinking about it.

After my appointment I went home straight and got out of house again 2 hours later to meet up with my Hougang CO colleagues for dinner! I am so sexcited! Haha. We had Fish n Co at Suntec City! Before that we dropped by Suntec CO and after so long I met Serena! She said I gained weight! OMG! People have been telling me the same thing okay! What, fat cannot meh? It's good you know because I am leading a happy life. Right by? Haahaa. :P Dinner was really good! Thanks to dearest Jannah for footing our bill! Lucky it was only 7 of us who turned up, at least not over budget hor. Heh but 7 is already enough to make a hole in your pocket. Lalalala but all in all I had a great time with them! Next Payday would be Sentosa! Yay!! Speaking of payday, my pay this month has got shortage of $51. ): I already informed Zan about it and she'll be checking the timesheet tmr. Urgh I hate shortage! Like I said, CO management suck big time man! Hahaha but who cares their pay is good! :D Alrighty, I think it's time for pixies now!

LPD lesson today was taken over by a new teacher. So much for a male teacher eh. LPD was the same old thing, your STRENGTH and WEAKNESS. Hurhur boring. Was so eager to know our position in F1 when we saw Ms N putting up another list of names just now. But there wasn't any of our names. ): Prolly next week I guess. Finally met the boy just now. I was really extremely happy to see him. He met me at Jurong East as I needed to collect my online stuff. Boyf got Mango Ice-blend and knowing that I don't eat pearls he was really sweet to change the pearl to Colourful Jelly instead. Geeee I love you to bits! After collecting my stuff, we headed down to Jurong Point for dinner. Settled for LJS and that boy ordered so much till we couldn't finish up at last. And for the very first time I didn't finished up my Ice Lemon Tea. Hahaha! Got chicken rice for mother and boyf sent me to the platform before we parted our own ways. Thanks so much by for the time spent, I know we had our tough time for the past few days. But we managed to pull it through and I'm happy to know everything's good now! I love you and will always do. Just a matter of days, we'll be hitting our 3rd! I so can't wait for the day! ;)

So, next time y'all!
Much love.

2009-07-01T16:56:00.002+08:00

I am bored. I decided to take this time to update my blog before it go dusty. Pictures above was taken last Sunday at Sengkang, the new swimming complex. Though I did not swim I had fun seeing my little niece and nephews enjoying themselves in the pool. While I got literally wet just by taking care of them, lucky enough I brought spare clothes along. Anyways, CO sales has ended already. New arrivals came in and I already eyed a few pieces. I'll get them when pay comes in next week! Hoorah! :) Can't help it, as much as I wanted to stop myself from splurging I need new clothes for work. Heh. Or was it just a lame excuse for me to continue shopping? Haha! Alright!

Novena CO has already closed down for good! Hah no, they are undergoing renovation to a much bigger one. I was there yesterday helping to pack up all the stocks. And after so long, I get to see Yusof yesterday. He then asked some of them which outlet they came from and all. When comes to me he said, "ah you no need to know lah!" Idiot! He was quite surprised when I told him I already transfered to Parkway. ._. Nothing new huh. So yesterday, I worked from 8am to 2pm which was pretty hectic!They got plenty of stocks lah, omg. Jade and Daniel was there too. Hurhur. By 2.3o everything was done and I left for home then. Met mother plus the 2 little kids on their way home from fetching syahmi from school and went for lunch at the coffeeshop together. I got so tired that I slept as soon as I reached home and only woke up around 6.30pm.

Holidays are coming to an end pretty soon. I'll be going back to school next week and back to my everyday routine. July is a busy month for me. There's event, F1 trainning, work and such. But despite that, I am always looking forward to the only day in July. Go figure, heh. :D Speaking of which, times flies really fast.

Till I update next time, much love!

2009-06-25T23:50:00.010+08:00

Ahah I am so happy when I logged in my Facebook just a minute ago. That boy actually replied to my personal msg. Hehehe, cheeky! :))

Like finally I went to work today after 1 week 3 days of holidays. Initially was supposed to come at 2pm but sales wasn't that good so I was told to sign in at 6.30pm instead. I was on the bus already when my manager texted me, lucky enough I haven't reached Paya Lebar if not I wouldn't have detour back. Time flies pretty fast because I didn't looked at my watch today. I was so busy racking up the front zone and doing pos. By the time I checked the time oh boy was I elated! It was already 9.20pm which is 40 minutes to closing! :) Working again tomorrow from 3 to 7pm! Afta that, movie date with the boy! I like!

Oh yesterday the M10 crew had our event meeting over at Macd, Raffles Shopping Ctre. I think we are almost there. Hopefully it'll be a successful one. I just can't wait for the day itself. Then boyf came. Went over to Peninsular with them and left halfway then. Boyf accompanied me to have my lunch at Pastamania over at Funan IT Mall. Boyf went over to my place as I had some things to pass to him. He accompanied me to buy dinner for the family before heading back home around 9. Thanks by for taking your time to meet me. I was missing him so badly after 5 days of not meeting and I was so happy to see him yesterday. Geee.

Well, my 3 days 2 nights to KL and Cameron was good. KL was the same old thing nothing much and I only got 2 novels for myself there and that's it. Nothing more. Journey to Cameron from KL was a torture! I hope this will be the last one for me. I spent so much on keychains and fridge magnets. Cameron's signature thing is Strawberry. All the shop sells almost the same thing and the common one would be the strawberry pillows. I got that for Auni and Rayyan. Cameron Highland is not that interesting because it's all nature and landscape you see. Tea plantation, Strawberry Farm, Cactus, Vegetables and yada yada. But since this is my first time, it's okay la I guess. I only love their breakfast over at Cameron's hotel. They served Thosai! Yumm! All in all, I enjoyed their food more than the trip, ha ha! Mum, let's go Genting next! Heh. Alrighty, I'll leave y'all with the pictures now.

Kl!

Macd at Petaling Street!

Hotel Grand Continental at KL!

Nasi Lemak for breakfast!

Cameron!

Purple flowers, I like!

Ibu loves flowers too!

Danish, everyone's favourite boy! He's damn friendly and cute!
&& He like girls only!

Heritage Hotel at Cameron.

Thosai for breakfast!

Tea Plantation.

Okie dokie, done!
Till next time, see you!
(: